Whining Away

well.. i think i am past my whiney stage.. for the moment. haha... till my next PMS mood swing. But on a more "positive" note.. I am seriously considering persuing my dreams..
1) Have a comic series (the manga kind.. not the marvel kind)
2) Write a script (Movie/drama serial/anime.. chinese kind *except my chinese is a bit the cannot make it.*)
3) Write a book.. of tolkien's standard.. except noone would want to read something that long.. nor would any publisher want to print something that long.
4) Create the ultimate game!
5) Become damn filthy stinking rich.. so rich.. that i would irritate the socks off myself.

Other more random aims
1) Go down by 5 kg. (haha.. dun we all? but i am so far away from being a bulimic and aneroxic that I doubt I will ever attain this.. )
2) Hmm.. clear up my skin problem (ie.. spend loads of money.. religiously apply the junk that they give me.. eat the correct food.. wah.. sounds like hell)
3) Become a bit more feminine..
4) Leave my poor hair along.. so that the poor thing can breath without me pouring more chemicals onto it and killing it.. then complaining when my hair looks unhealthy hahaha..

yah.. oh well.. on the way.. i shd become a success in life.. someone well-liked by all.. er... ok.. scrap that last one. NO ONE can be well-liked by all.. cuz there are pple who are so unhappy with themselves that they will never be able to like someone else.. cuz they cannot even like themselves.. hehe..

Jaa ne! Mata atode...

starting blogspot...

my friend was just asking me if i had a blogspot.. and i absolutely refused to tell him the addy. haha.. one thing to talk to no one.. another thing to blog to friends who can read it! hahaha..
anyways.. life is weird.. economy is in weird state.

Have i mentioned i am a racist? haha.. well i am!