HURRY

go to my xanga site! it has... SOUND! hahaha... soo... happy!

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=leeway
Here's the link. ok quick! go go go! :D

post edit: this site is dead FYI :P

sneak snuck snook!

sneakily typing my blog. just read a book on understanding comics.. quite cool! synco, you shd read it if you want to go more indepth into how comics work...

the company has offered. lower pay

let's see...

co A
plus
- higher pay
- fairly flexible
- cool boss, thus far
- good for IDs
Minus
- Small co (ie. not that stable)
- one year contract

Co B
plus
- estb co
- learn p.mgmt skills
- seemingly cool envt.
- potential to promote (cuz big mah)
- Perm position
Minus
- lower pay (but in long run, may increase? I dun know)
- unknown territory (not so good with web tech)
- mebbe not so flexi... slightly longer working hours

now you tell me! Quick comment. Which is better?

Super Sonic Ultra Uber Best Update

OK... So it's not gonna be an Super Sonic Ultra Uber Best Update !

haha.. but I just liked that title...

First day in the office. Finally entered the office, turns out there were 2 other IDs reporting for work. And no, we're not Designers, it's Instructional Designer. We design the instruction of how the content will flow, etc. :) Let's just say, we design how the content is going to be showcased creatively such that it makes sense. :)

Hmm... well, there are like 14 pple I think in the company... they'd the tables and computers prepared. Another lady got a laptop instead of a desktop.. envy envy... But her laptop's not in yet, so I was the only one who had computer access... which explains my presence online today. :) And... it's good.. life's good. I mean.. the printer is set up, my email account was set up, my name card was (shock shock) ready!!! and they had a whole standard set of stationary... I even got a company mug (those thermal mugs! with the co. logo) and post it notes, those that comes in a booklet like form, with the long one, the square one and two long use as dividers in books kind. err.. understand right? :) and it also has  the company logo on it!

They communicate via msn.. so err.. am considering deleting my icq. for sure i will not install yahoo.. so my yahoo friends.. so sorry.. go on msn. :) my nick is san_haji@hotmail.com. :D

the tables had high partitions and big chairs (the kind that if i seat cross legged, you won't even know I'm sitting there cuz I'm too short). Only bad thing would be that I am facing the door, although I have tried my very best to slant it so that it is not evident.

And.. everybody left on time! at 6, the office emptied out!! only the 3 newbies and our director, cuz we had a meeting.. and still we left at 610!! hahahaha.. when I reached home, the sun was not even done setting! omigod!!! this is life... and I've learnt a lot in office today, from management, to procedure, the pple there are really professional. Mebbe I won't jump ship so soon after all.

haha.. but still, I had my embarassing moments. Like when the director walked up to me and said, "hey, you can wear whatever you like, whatever you're comfortable in. It's oki. You don't look so uncomfortable now. Just wear what you like."

wahh..hahah.. isit that obvious that I am not so comfortable when I put on a pair of heels? no wait, they're not even heels, they're pumps! and a fitted top and pants.. but i think i will try to maintain some semblance of "office'ness" cuz... it's about time, and I'm not that young anymore. no more jeans and t-shirts for me :(

did quite a lot of work today. :) not bad.. more work to be done. I kinda like this company already...

from new office

wahaha.. trying to snatch some time in to blog hehehe..

this is called "not scared die" buay kia si.

missed czech match yeterday.. decided that appearing awake for work on my first day seemed more impt.

the pple here seem nice. but the office is awfully quiet though.. so... everyone's friendly but reticient. mebbe we will all warm up in time to come. far cry from cy. :)

anyway.. have work to do liaoz. fast right? oki.. short blog before i get caught. hahah.. seeya! blog more when i get back home.

nana.. i didn't get the link.. where shd i go to get it?

I am bored...

I am bored.. and there's been no new entries for me to read on friend's blog...

the company has sort of like put me on hold again.. and I will be headed to the original company that I signed with on Monday. :)

Good news is... I'm going to Batam tmr :) for 2 days of R and R woo hoo!

I've just finished up some work. Now left with the finishing touch and all that I have left would be pokemon 15. sorry synco. will finish it when i get back from batam.

Another bad thing is... i'm still sick!! wah kaoz.. I am starting to break my own record... I have been coughing for like ... err.. 2 months! and (ok.. so my record was 3 months). but the thing is.. i feel sick!! like heavy head.. giddy... body ache... constant racking cough.. that refuses to go away... sinus.. such that my whole face feels swollen and painful. I wish I can recover. I don't want to be sick! go away you evil thing!!!

Hehe.. how much should I bring to Batam? I wonder... how much will my pay end up being I wonder. Since I left earlier.. but I think I still get two days leave credited to my pay.. which means.. they would probably deduct my month's pay by about 3 days. okok.. think I can still live with it. as in last the month. Grossly overspend leh... what's new right? As SYnco always say, i shd eliminate the middle man (ie. teh bank) and just place the money into my pocket.

My bill for the stupid masters that I'm taking is in.. 2400++... sigh.. gonna have to borrow from my mummy again. sianz..

think i will take a nap. later wake up for match then add the finishing touch to my work. then mail over. then begone! evil spirit .. actually it's only part one.. ahahha! i am so dead. :P

Just wishing, and hoping, and praying, and thinking...

wishing and hoping that the phone call will come (a-ah a-ah) and the job will be mine (a-ah a-ah)

If you really want me, just call me, give me a good raise!!! (eh-eh-eh)

just wishing, and hoping and praying and thinking that the job will be mine.

hahaha.. hate waiting. hate waiting. clicking on the refresh button for my mail, and staring at the phone. c'mon baby, c'mon baby call me...

all these tunes are running thru my head. argh!!!

my sis...

oh i forgot to add.. my sis is so "ke ai"!

think i've mentioned that she doesn't watch tv! haha... so what happens now that we have that giant in the living room? She walks pass... smiles.. and nods in this satisfied manner then goes to her room! she doesn't watch tv!! haha.. she just sort of like admires its size... hahahha..

had to add that.

late entry

late entry.. as in.. in comparison with my normal entries which're before dinner time.

Skipped my jap lesson today. doing some freelance work. Darn.. I think I am really starting to prioritise my jap at a very low level. But somehow, I am still not willing to give it up. I dun know what's wrong with me...

Anyway, dinner was great! :D heheh.. fancy liking garlic bread.. but i liked the garlic bread there a lot, which is rather weird hahaha... i mean.. amongst all the many dishes that I tried, (including those that I stole from others).. I really liked the garlic bread the most. Just add a good bowl of soup, and I would have been super satisfied. :P

K was good. haha.. a bit weird.. cuz there were some in the room that I was probably not that close to, and not everyone was siao on.. so that was a bit of a damper.. :) But still, the rest of the normal K gang were still v gungho and on.. so that saved the k session a little hehe.. :D PLus.. I sang with tata till 3am! alternating singing! first time I sang so much! haha... morale of the story, i really cannot sing that well when I have a stuck nose, sore throat and slight fever hahah! but still.. it was fun. too bad the rest couldn't stay long...

actually why did we have a farewell on a wed? that would mean nobody could stay late right?

fingers crossed

going for a 2nd job interview this afternoon. this is the first time I am doing something illegal. as in... after having signed with another company, i am still going for an interview.

the weirdest thing is, the 1st interview was from early last year. I was still in KV then, not even CY. But I do know, that this company is bigger. But I am not sure how this company fits into my 3 year plan. So I'm also gonna have to find out more about that...

I cannot shake off this feeling that I'm doing something wrong. in theory, it's ok cuz the contract is not in effect until the date of commencement. And I'm not even sure if the job agency has a right to penalise me. (meaning i have to pay them half a month's salary.) But i cannot ask, cuz until this side wants me, it is really not an issue at all.

so many things to take into account. like, my industry is pretty small, having signed the apptmt letter, even if it is legally ok to terminate it, it is a matter of accountability. I am creating a lot of unncessary trouble for them. cuz I do know that they have this huge project, which is hanging until the new person comes and takes charge of it... aiyah.. i think i am feeling quite confused now.

Normally blogging helps clear my mind.. but today.. haha.. nvm... gonna go get myself a cup of coffee..

Tonight's the NITE! woo hoo!!! here i come!

 

Thoughts and incidences thru the england game...

realised that I'd neglected to state why we're having a new tv. it's cuz, the one we have now is dying!

argh.. it died right after half time, then it was alive at the start of the 2nd half for like 5 mins, then it died again. it came alive just in tme for me to see rooney's goal.

I have discovered.. croatia has v good spirit. they never gave up.

Rooney is crazy!! neville sucks as usual. Came on and immediately attempted a bad tackle. Gerrard asks for the ball.. and he passes so damn bloody lousily. He does not even deserve the right to be in the team!! not even as a bench warmer. there are a lot of BETTER players out there.

also.. i love collina. he's the world's best referee.. . look at how fair and fun the game was today... nobody did anything ridiculous or bad. there was flow.

sad.. cannot watch two games at the same time. france was like 3-1 bet it was a good game. but didn't dare to switch channels too much... hehe.. tv not in a good state liao...

bad bad tv.. tmr better behave. let me watch my game in peace.. or else.. i will replace you! hahah.. oh wait a minute.. i already am!!

and a 43" projector tv...

WAHAHA!

I just realised that I have forgotten to announce... the impending arrival of my

43 inch Projection TV set!

It's coming on Wednesday. jumps around room in glee... jump jump... 43" leh!!! no more missing of goals, or none goals for that matter.. (*mutters to self about Beck's missed penalty*)

and I know... the next question in ur mind is.. how much? well, it's 2.2k, plus we paid about 350 for insurance for a 5 year warranty. so.. paying by credit card, 0% instalment... over 2 years.. not that bad lah.. about 100 odd per month. :) My sis is more "lugi" cuz she doesn't watch tv.. whereas, I do. I watch.. a LOT.. and that rating is about to jump higher!

haha.. so who wants to come over to my place to watch soccer? my place is a bit far out if you pple dun mind. :) we can have gathering over weekend! :) then can stay up till dawn hahaha.. play daidi!! :D

 

 

2 hours of sleep.. and I'm a grouch again...

Here I am.. working again... and I'm feeling really grouchy.. cuz i've only had two hours of sleep... zzzzzzzzzz....
received irritating sms'es from irritating pple today. for a measly 1500... I sure am forking out a lot of time and energy. I want to sleep.. this was supposed to be my holiday. I should not be working... why am i getting so stressed up even on my holiday?
I need sleep... have i mentioned that i become a grouch when i dun have enough sleep? well.. i am... a grouch that is! hehe..

Czech vs Holland

It was a match that was worth staying up for. I have decided.. Nedved totally deserves being European Footballer of the year. Everytime he got the ball, he was a danger to holland. And the keeper for Czech is going to have all the big clubs banging at his door. He's that good.

Holland were good too.. but they were too rough.. they tried to cheat their way thru one too many times. I blame it on the fact that the referee was shit.. Really lousy. It was ridiculous.. the way he DIDN'T blow for anything! then blows for pushing??!! I mean.. Czech shd be down to 10 and Holland 9 men at the end of the game, judging from how violent the game was.. absolutely ridiculous. N it has also strengthened my belief... Van Nistelroy looks like a horse. hahaha..

Later.. Spain vs Portugal. It's THE match to watch! Supposed to finish some work... haha. but have not started work on it. It's ridiculous... I hate the fact that I've committed myself. Ren shi fan jian de (tm princess nana)
laterz all.. :D

guess what.. GUESS WHAT!!

I've done something boliao again!! hahaha.. Since it's my first day out of CY, I have decided to maintain TWO blogs! muahahah! is that boliao or what!! haha.. zzzzzzzzzzzzz.......... dun know why I bother. Anyway, that one is under the xanga site. Hehe... since i've signed up.. hahah! might as well write in it. Anyway, Er mei, I want One Piece 11, 12 and 28 to 32 :) Next Wed can pass me 11 and 12? I will bring money to pay you. Hehe.. cuz i know 28 to 32 is not being "reprinted" yet. :) My first day of FREEDOM! MUAHAHAH! FREEDOM (strains of g.Micheal comes into mind) And.. when I woke up... the guestbook entries has hit 75! haha.. the magical no. Should write an email to tanktank that I am no longer going to answer past that magical no. Prays that she will not die when wild spirit leaves next week too.

Was feeling kinda weird.. would have given everyone a great big hug! 'cept.. that's not my style! hahahaha.. me is the bye bye.. then go liao.. hahah.. no crying and hugging kind. figures, not like we won't be keeping in touch. Anyways, my email address is... err... nvm. will msg you guys my email. Nothing's safe! haha..see? I've learnt my lesson hehe.

it's my last entry from CY...

I shall make it a long entry then... the countdown has started.. it will be 45 mins more.. and i will officially be out... mebbe it shan't be too long a blog afterall... Cuz my ermei has helped me lay hands on bk14 of fruits basket.. gotta finish it in 40 mins hahaha.. thank you so much! Well.. feeling.. feeling happy haha.. and feeling a bit sad.. :) you guys have been great.. i know.. some pple say.. only been here 5 months.. so fast can feel like that? but frankly.. a bit arh.. was saying bye to Ivanesevic too... and apparently.. he doesn't know about it. he said, " but mrs j held out such high hopes for you.." I just smiled at him.. as if i can do anything about it like that.. byes all.. bye all the comics in the library.. i doubt i will have the chance to read you guys again.. haha..

bye my comic-magazine.. despite all my grouses,.. i am pretty proud and happy to have created such a magazine.. and reading guestbook entries also makes me feel good.. I know the uppers think i did a bad job. and mebbe they're right. But .. still.. the kids liked it. and to me .. that's the most important thing. :) It's time to take a step towards the 3 year plan that I've created for myself... dreams to be fulfilled... plans to be drawn.. money to be earned.. responsiblities to be held to... keep in touch :) i shall update using blog.. hehe.. IMs.. and we must meet for makan and ktv sessions too :) REMEMBER! you're the best Karaokeing bunch I've ever met! Here's to the next sessions and many more after that!! :)

Super Sleepy

wah.. i need sleep.. i really really need sleep.. how? But i also want to play... haha.. supposed to go pub and watch soccer.. considering if I should fly aeroplane... really v tired leh.. super duper tired. sigh how how? I'm the tired until about to have headache that kind.. plus.. the pple going to the pub are.. not really my closer colleagues. I wouldn't be surprised if they would prefer i not go.. haha.. cuz then mebbe they would be more comfortable :P wah.. i am about to fall asleep in front of the computer.. zzzzzzzz.........

forsake, forsook, forsuck!

wah.. the last one sounds really bad! hahaha.. translators really help perk up my day! not mine this time... doesn't beat "I'm all siked up!" "I've forsook tears for strength!" hehehe.. hahahah... MUAHAHAH! Stupid me laughing in front of the comp... it's really v hilarious leh! hahahaha! pengz! OKi.. I know.. I am easily amused...

i am easily hooked

really.. i am.. was reading venus in love.. and.. i'm hooked! but once again, i'm reading book 10.. and book 11's not out yet! oh no!! again! dejavu.. thinks hard.. happened with prince of tennis. hehe.. but my er mei saved me by giving the book to me... hot off the press! hahahaha... nvm.. last day friday. venus in love, book 11, coming in friday. can get to read that first. the rest.. see how lah.. haha.. mebbe will end up not following liaoz. :P kyo 26 about to come out i guess, next month. was reading the taiwanese version. and "hong wang" is finally shown. he's one cool dude! oki.. titles that I'm following:
1) Kyo
2) Prince of Tennis
3) Naruto? (have not started, but have bought up to book 22)
4) Love for Venus
5) Saiyuki Reload (english version)
6) Pokemon Adv? haha.. editing 15 now. pretty cool still...
7) what else?

Books that I have completed reading in CY
1) Real Fake Juliet (dun know how else to translate the chinese name)
2) Hearts
3) Hiakru no Go (finished the last book here)
4) Ba wang ai ren! (glint)
5) Lian ai zhi shang (double glint)
6) Alice 13th
7) Tried Angel Heart (dun like it cuz I dun read HunterX hunter prob)

Come to think of it.. i have not read a lot :( There's still you xi wang, gun qiu wang, update my reading on initial D (despite the bad drawing), and so many more.. that I wanted to read.. sigh.. bad bad..

Oh no! HELP!

Argh... I feel like pple are out to make things difficult for me. But it's my own mess and I have to clear things up. Feeling morbid this morning. Feel that pple are glad that I'm leaving, feel that they cannot bear for me to go, even earlier if possible. Feeling weird... like I'm this freak that they want out of the company. As if, the things I've done here don't count for anything. I'm just a freak that came along and messed things up for them... Why did things turn out this way? HOW did things turn out this way? Is everyone treated as a traitor upon leaving? Even the normal staff seem to be turning against me... why do I even bother? Forget it, only the opinions of a few matter to me in this company. If the rest think that I'm a traitor who has not contributed anything, so be it. Only the pple I respect, only the FEW pple that I respect matters. Deep Breaths.

Harry Potter

I think it's not gonna be fair. BECAUSE... I like the book. Have read it. Quite a few times. And.. crucial scenes were left out! Changes were made! I cannot accept change! argh! I know.. no time! BUT ... quite a lot of scenes were cut out!

Cannot make it... :(

Overall, it's good lah. Good as a movie. Not great.. but oki.

rating: 3.5 out of 5.

Rush Rush Rush

argh! i am a stupid idiot! I slept the whole of last night! I failed to wake up to finish rushing my freelance project. so means.. today have to take leave (and kenna dock pay again!)

nvm.. zhe shi wo de cuo.

back to rushing it out. then mebbe can rest in the late afternoon before my movie apptmt with friend to watch HARRY POTTER! half of the reviews i've heard asked me to to watch, the other half told me not to. I shall now find out for myself. :)

Check back tonight for reviews.

england....

sigh? why the blunders? you were doing well against the mighty french.. WHY? I was about to switch off the tv.. i was about to go to bed with a smile on my face... ah well... next match.. better buck up! Last day. Friday. that's it. Feel... lost... and happy at the same time... life's weird like that... I do hope that we will continue keeping in touch. and i also hope that the new company will allow IM. (But i doubt it. cuz it seems very "professional" and they will prob firewall against such IMs) but one can still hope :) bought the whole set of One Piece.. and up to book22 of Naruto. that's 200 bucks down the drain! Retail therapy. Gonna be super broke. Just spent abt $100 on clothes yesterday. am not even done yet. This is what happens when I work for the past 3+ years of my life in industrial estates with no dress code. Dun even have a decent pair of shoes, the one that i wear to interviews belongs to my sister. Still gonna wear that.. cuz budget no longer allows for a new pair of shoes.. nor a new bag. Just get two/three more blouses.. can last one week without repeating blouse.. pants repeat nvm :) hahahha... which reminds me. i ought to convert my insurance to cheque payment. just in case.. i run out of money. i dun mind getting bills. cuz then at least i know when and what i'm paying for. other updates.. oh.. me brother got his new (2nd hand arh) bike.. phantom. same as my dajie. at least my sapphi won't be confused. she will recognise both phantoms easily :) she's damn smart one ok! she'll know whether it's ours.. or someone else's. super sonic nose and ears! woah. super long blog.. okok :) back to venus in love.. love for venus.. whatever.. :D

I hope England wins...

ok.. i know.. France has a more talented squad.. and probably better players, with more finese, etc

but.. its the weekly dose of english premiere league lah.. I sort of like support England more, in comparison with France.

I hope Portugal wins. BUT.. they lost! argh! their opening match. Someone shd teach them teamwork. They're all such great great players. but football is a team game. one brilliant individual with NO support from others will also be limited when he's performing magic.

argh.. sleepy... k k.. back to work... finish it before 245! my aim for this morning... tmr wil be super stoned at work.

Did i mention xiao bai called me no less than 5 times on sunday? i shd sue him for wasting my hp bill. cannot make it! did i mention he was stupid? how come he had to choose my mac to print out things? shd have checked if i del my webpage history.. this kind of sly conniving woman.. must be more careful. hey.. why shd i care? i'm starting my countdown. soon as I can confirm with Mickey when my actual last day is! :) woo hoo!!!

I'm over it.. i'm cool...

Oki.. I'm alright now.. I just feel bitter... very very bitter. There's gastric juices flowing in my stomach everytime I think about it. But I dun see the red haze anymore. Saw this quote on a friend's msn msger. "If you're trying to act like you care, you obviously need more lessons." I would say, for me, I shd change the quote to "If you even look like you care, you obviously need more lessons." And that quote is targeted at me. :) I shouldn't let them affect me so much. :) Problem with me is that I tend to get overly engrossed in what I'm doing.. and I'm probably too sincere and open with what I'm doing. Which is why any form of negative feedback (whether it's from someone I respect or any asshole) makes me feel reallyyy bad. I have to learn to bochup and bohiu these pple. I actually stepped into the temple near my home on my way to work today. haha.. First time! I prayed that my new job would be better, and I prayed that I can be released from this angry bitter feeling that I have inside me. I know it's not worth getting angry, but still... I think I need help letting go. And general peace and prosperity lah! hahaha... As nana says... cold wind blow. breath in, breath out. Pfft! it's gone!

argh!!! TAMADE!!!

You FREAKS! You FUCKING idiots?! TAMADE! NI QU SHI BAH!

WHY ARE YOU STILL ALIVE? WHY?

TAMADE! I put it so damn bloody much effort for your fucking magazine that I dun even like! AND YOU CANNOT EVEN FUCKING READ ENGLISH! And you dare to say that my magazine is not well done? and there's not been thoughts behind it? PISS OFF!

I am so glad I am leaving.. I am so angry now I want to cry! WHY... WHY did I even bother to rush out the magazine for him? WHY the FUCK did I stay up late to rush it out? FOR a FUCKING allowance? I took a bloody pay cut to enter your company you idiots! I AM A GENIUS! You are all morons! I would love to say that "da ren bu ji xiao ren guo" but there is no way I can say that now!

I was fucking hired to do Manga in the first place. MORONS! Use your brain! oh wait! you dun fucking have one do you? You cannot afford me! you bastards! and I will no longer work for you... cuz you are a bunch of incompetent idiots! fuckers! I was feeling guilty? You wait damn bloody long long! I wish you would all freeze in hell and thaw and freeze and evaporate! but that would be contaminating hell! you fuckers!

No effort? you then fucking no effort! you take everything I have done! change EVERYTHING! and I change for you, then you fucking says that it doesn't look good?! you stupid short fart! you deserv mrs J and she deserves you too! if you rot in hell, the stench would reach heaven and god would come down and smite you for even existing!!

Your company will falll.. you bastards..

my friends.. PLEASE leave! they dun fucking care! they will hate you. they dun appreciate you! I want them to DIE! argh! I hate them so much! this blog is not reducing my irritation!

you don't even bloody read english! wanker! WHAT BLOODY RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO COMMENT ON MY MAGAZINE? WHAT? LOOK AT FUCKING PICTURES ARH!! LOOK AT "ANG KONG" NOT NICE MEANS I DIDN'T PUT IN EFFORT ARH? THE ANG KONG IS FUCKING PROVIDED! I DIDN'T WRITE THAT! your fucking licenser who is out to cream your ass created that! and you're just a screaming out for more! so that you fucking company will bleed more.. then you will be in debt at the end of the year... and it will be your employees that are wrong.. not you!

This is It

I have submitted. with a whole lot of butterflies in my stomach. I took the advice of my colleagues and just left it on his table. I wonder if he has seen it. Scared.. scared of the "talk" I will get. Scared that they will end up blaming me.. and me will end up feeling guilty.. it is really easy to make me guilty.. WHILE you're talking. But after that.. of course.. I will come to my senses and realise that it's all bullshit they're sprouting. argh.. whatever lah. I've signed. Ive committed myself.. it's time to move on! For updates on my life.. pls read my blog! and.. leave more comments :D I love comments! heheheh

i think it's safe to post up...

oki.. haha.. think i've more or less announced to the whole world. Anyway.. me found new job! muahaha.. name of company withheld. (I've learnt my lesson well, if I had to live and tell a ...) but my position is as an Instructional Designer. yes... me back to "lao ben hang" bad thing: the man read my blog! (but at least he still offered me a job) they didn't exactly meet my pay expectation it's a one year contract job (with potential of converting to perm) hopefully.. I won't get a lecture from Mrs J. I'm really dreading that actually. considering if i shd tender to Mr or Mrs J. Technically, she hired me. But... instinctively, she is a lot more hot tempered. and even though I'm leaving, I dun want to be on the receiving end of it. Argh... oki.. :) happy happy day! hmm. happy seems ... wrong. it's more like... relieved... hahha... I will miss you guys.. I know.. half of us are leaving.. but still.. synco, etc.. still wanna pick up macintosh skills? I can intro you to it before I leave...

I'm all siked up now!

this is from the translator for a certain manga... "HEY! AREN’T WE ALL SIKED UP!" I stared at this sentence... for some time... my thought bubble "wah.. new word? never seen it before... no lah.. got such work meh? sounds familiar... " suddenly.. light bulb goes off! she means "HEY! AREN’T WE ALL PSYCHED UP!" SIKED = PSYCHED! geddit? muahahah.. it just cracks me up... end of saga? no way! i scrolled down to the next page.. and.... . . . "SPEAKING OF BEING SIKED UP…" Muahahahahah!!!! this is sooo farnee! Her vocab is good.. but needs work on spelling! it's a perfect way to end my day. :)

Happy Morning

Somehow... I feel happier this morning :) wahaha.. yesterday evening was a super "oolong" day. I realised.. we had NO food at home. No bread, no cereals, no milk, no eggs... NOTHING! So on the way home, I popped by 7-11 and bought 2 loaves of Gardenia Bread 1 packet of Post "Banana Nut Crunch" 2 cartons of Magnolia Fresh Milk 1 carton of HL Milk (I prefer this, cuz it's low in lactose) 1 dozen eggs So... wahlamak.. too heavy for me to cart home on a bus.. cab it is. Reached home.. realised.. my sis had bought 2 cartons of HL, one loaf of Gardenia bread, and one loaf of "roti cake". Oki... My godsis who stays with us, came home from work, and she had bought, one HUGE (bigger than normal) loaf of NTUC bread. Which means.. at home we have a grand total of FIVE Loaves of Bread FIVE Cartons of Milk I would term this as Lack of Communication! Still find it very hilarious! When we were arriving home one after another... and everyone had bread and milk!! hahahahhaha

News Flash

Lady Luck... I love you! You're the best!!! Me got A and C for my course. :) So it averages out to be a B.. at least to me :) which was what I was aiming for! thank u! I was gloating a little.. but I will try to hold back.. so stay with me.. oh great lady luck!

Feeling Irate

I am feeling damn bloody irate... coming back to office does this to me... seeing my fucking claim form on that bastard's fucking table... UNSIGNED! makes me pissed... Having to dump another fucking claim form on his table when the previous one has not been signed makes me simmer! As my colleague said, "Fuck the Fucking Fuckers!" She del her entry after 3 hours, I won't! I have done everything within my ability to try to make this blog untraceable. Muahahah! Thank god I did not rush the manga that I was supposed to do (sorry chief!) but fuck lah! Sometimes I think those wankers WANT us to not do work! Case in example, Ms Sweet. WHEN have they rewarded good work?? Huh Huh? Come... name me just ONE... ONE FUCKING example! Miserly Ang pows are not counted! wahaha.. today I am really v grouchy... something's wrong... PMS? Must be all the cursing I've been doing! hahaha.. cuz I am super suay these days... suay shen.. pls go away! I am (most of the time) a good and nice and kind person. Just that sometimes.. some pple rub me up the wrong way! and I swear... I really seriously think it's their fault... Lady Luck, pls come back to me! I promise not to gloat anymore! Peace ok?

Dunk Woman Downstairs

So here I am it's 155am in the morning and I'm sitting here, editing Pokemon Adventures, and there's this drunk woman creating a scene outside my apartment. I can see them from my window. Actually I saw her when I was walking my dog..

2 hapless policeman're following here.. and she super cannot walk in a straight line. I'm not sure if she's even aware of the fact that the POLICE is following her...

Then.. finally a female officer arrives. and she gets searched or sumthing. A little dark downstairs... there are THREE police cars parked downstairs now.. what the... ?

ONE stupid girl who does not have the sense to stop drinking when she's wayyyy gone.. and now she commands THREE police cars.. and from what I can see... 6 police officers! She's a freaking waste of taxpayers money! I mean.. if you want to get drunk.. do it at home! then let your poor family lament about the fact that they gave birth to you! haha.. as they say "shen chao shao dou hao guo shen ni!"

Choice of Blogname

wahaha.. wondering at my choice of blog name? hahah... stupid!

I will never ever repeat the mistakes that I have made again. Learn from your mistake. Don't dwell on it. One could say that the lesson learnt should have been to stop blogging entirely.. but.. whatever lah.. i like blogging. And I shdn't allow the presence of one idiot to ruin my life! bastard! DIEE!!

my friend was counselling me.. and she helped me realise.. much as I wish to get out of my existing hell hole, I am gonna die under a guy who feels obliged to spy on new employees coming in.. not to mention the fact that if he is sooo meticulous about everything.. what would it be like working under someone like that? Good to have found out in advance anyway...

hahaha.. i will probably lose a lot of my blog readers hahaa.. cuz I dun think I'm gonna publicise it. want? send me an email. no? too bad! in the meantime.. think only a select few, whose email i can remember can read my blog :) YOU... are the selected few!

Watching Van Helsing while blogging now.. haha.. cool! :) A bit blur.. cuz.. pirated dvd mah.. but it feels good to be resting... and blogging and watching a movie at the same time..
think this month will be a month of staying at home.. cuz I'm broke.