the story of my life.. revealed in a single email...

Hi XX
attached is my Resume.

As I am not at liberty of knowing what company it is, I can only hope that you will respect my request.

I am not particularly comfortable with working for *sai*, so if the merger is with *sai*, I would rather speak with YY or ZZ, and review the options available to me.

As such, I hope you will not send my resume over to *sai*. But naturally, if it is any other company, then I would be really grateful that you can help send my resume over. :)

Also, although I understand that I am not really at liberty to know the details of this merger until such time it is suitable to be disclosed, I would really appreciate if I can be given advance warning so that I can speak with YY and plan out my future.

Thank you very much. Awaiting your advise.

Cheers and fingers crossed,
Grouser

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*sai* - where sai is grouser's ex company and where grouser has fled from in terror due to:
1) inane boss (ie. boss is tyrannical and is sleeping the the secretarys. Grouser has found evidence of said secretary in various state of undress in boss's digi cam. This claim is not unwarranted)
2) crazy working hours
3) and a place where I would have called CY a humane and lovely place compared to this hellhole

Damn x 3

I really... really want to blog out how i feel

I really really hope that I can vent my fustrations out on the keyboard and in my blog

but there're some things.. that just need to be swallowed down... with a huge dose of pride..

and then it is time to move on...

the claws of the past has come back to haunt me

with the might of darkness

it threatens to swamp me

may I attain salvation soon

or be drowned in this sea of wretchedness...

and yah.. i know does not rhyme.. and the rhythm is off.. haha.. what did you expect? I'm upset... so upset that my migraine has evolved to become a very severe ache around my jaw... prob cuz i am clenching it too tight to control my despair.

Crying never solved anything and it never will.

I will swallow my tears, bring out my pride and move on with life.

This is not the end. I will not mourn the decisions that I've made, for I made them with my heart. Henceforth, I shall learn my lesson and think only with my head. But mourning is for the weak. The strong move on...

Exhaustion...

I feel so exhausted now…

Yes… I have been SICK!

Terribly sick… I was poisoned! By food… >.<

Retching my life away… haha.. sounds so terrible. But I must have puked more than 10 times…

Now I am weak… but I shall take it as a chance for me to slim down…

Mad rush... ah fark… I hate it… pay is late in coming in.

I am broke, I am sick and I am rushing like mad at work.

Projects are also due… and I owe pple things… so it is really terrible…

Tmr’s my jap re-test.. and nope. I have not memorised a thing yet. Tsk tsk…

FARK lah… bad mood… *wants to hide under table, but can’t*

Man... I hate kids

Ok... actually... I am OK with kids. so long as I don't really need to have contact with them.

On saturday, there was a mid autumn celebration at my place. so we invited a good friend's nephews... 2 boys, aged, 3 and 7. then we also invited this girl, aged 5.

But... dealing with kids is really a very tiring thing. Even when I'm not the one taking care of them. Just having them around makes me feel tired. But they were kinda cute. I can see why some pple LOVE kids.

Then Sunday, was my godma's bday.. so we also had a gathering at my place. spent the whole day watching "yi tian tu long ji" heavenly sword and dragon sabre tale.. haha.. something along that line. Cooll... I really love martial arts show.. and their special effects and sound effects were v well done.

ALSO.. i'm hooked again. Nope.. not drama serial. Now hooked on "Si Da Ming Bu" like the "4 big famous constables" haha.. super duper hooked.

and the award goes to...

Becks-san: for scoring the highest... a whoopiong 45/100

this is closely followed by gundam-san.... 44/100

next is yours truly 41/100

and 2nd last is Xiaomeimei-san 38/100

Last.. is "away in japan for business"-san... who disappeared midway through the course.. and didn't even take the test. I give him ZERO!

Failure is not an option. Even if you have not studied, you can choose to fail with honour. As I have...

Courageous are those who dare to tread on the path of honour that leads to failure...

Congratulations to all those mentioned above for the effort, determination and time spent on partaking in this course and in failing the test as a class. espirit de corp!

Seeya all at the retest.

Annual Jap Test Awards

Three words to describe my status with regards to my jap test earlier this evening...

FAIL WITH HONOUR

That's right... this has been my philosophy since secondary school. I refuse to cheat, and I refuse to mug... it is with great resolution and determination that I have opted down the road of honour... to fail with honour.

Snickering are you? Well let me tell you, this is a path that few dare tread on... in today's society ... (another long story on singapore's education system, which I shall not harp on.. you know one lah)

This past week, I have been wondering... what're the options available to me now that my jap test is coming...

1) Mug like mad... esp since I've not done any studying at all
2) Cheat. Easy to get my school's past year paper

I almost took the route down Option 2... it was such a simple and brillant solution. I asked around...

Friend A: Lost her past year paper
Acquaintance B: Refuse to ask him or to ask Friend A to ask Acq B. (Long story.. will blog on that if I've nothing to say)

So... I thought to myself... should I try for Option 1 instead... then conclusion... the only difference to mugging would be:

a) Fail, badly.
b) Fail, not so badly.

Then as I was worrying myself to death (yes I am a worry wort and proud to be one)...

I realised... I have Option 3!! Yes, my friends...

3) Fail with Honour

And... *drum roll*... results will be out tmr. Tune in for more on this week's programme "To Fail with Honour"

I am grouser.. glad to be with you this evening...

*static*

FAN JIAN!!!!!

I have realised this past week... not only Ren shi fan jian de... even Companies are FAN JIAN!!!

Dun understand why? Let me cite an example.

Person A goes for an interview at Company X. Company X says they're impressed with Person A, but they lack the headcount. So they will update her much later. As there is no way person A will just sit around and tweedle her thumbs for a phonecall that may or may not come. Person A then manages to secure a job at Company Y. Now, a few weeks into Co. Y, Co X gives A a call, saying that they need someone urgently. Naturally they offered better rates. But A tried to hold out for something better, (in this case N amount) as she was quite happy at Co Y anyway, and she's tired of job hopping.

Co X's HR guy (yes guy... what kinda guy would go into HR) was a bit guai lan, and pissed A off. So since they could not meet her request of N amount, offering her N-200 instead, A rejected the job offer. And probably pissed Co X off.

Now... A continued working.. (*insert music, lalalalala*) and almost 2 months down the road, some Job agency called. Saying that there is a suitable opening in Co.X Naturally they didn't really say the co's name. But A being a very smart gal, of course guessed that it was Co. X. And guess what Co X was offering to this new recuitment drive? N+300!!!

Tamade... A wanted N, and Co X offers her N-200. So she reject cuz they refuse to up the offer to N. Now, they FAN JIAN! go and offer N+300!!! And after asking, agent says Co X will not consider those that they have interviewed already. Best part is, A is a highly trained, competent person, and there are not many people trained in A's capacity to take on this job!

FAN JIAN!!! Fine... A is happy at Co Y anyway. Co Y will grow to become bigger than X... just need to add another couple of hundred to headcount to match X what.. easy task.. And A will go and LAUGH at X one day!! FAN JIAN! Dun hire A, in the end,, have to up the sum they're willing to pay by FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS they also happy..

Tsk tsk... fan jianning cos...

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Naturally... this is not about me... it's about person A... Anyway, I'm due for confirmation, and have an appraisal due soon... damn stresed. and YES, I think in this company, it is like a real confirmation thingee.. not the depend on the Boss's wife's mood and whether she got rejected by hubby in bed the night before, to determine if a person ought to be confirmed as a staff or not. It is not dependent on the fact that the lady boss was trying to save on insurance money if she doesn't confirm the new staff for as long as possible.

OR, it could just be that I was a loser, and she wanted me out of the company, and I was doing a shit job in her co... and she was actually being NICE and not ousting me out. Allowing me to resign myself...

yes.. me in pms-ish mood.

Plus, I have a jap test tmr... and I am too busy to take leave to study for it. and have been too busy to study. Gonna just go, take the test, fail and explain to sensei that I am going to take one year break from learning jap..

Enough grousing.. hahaha... feel tired.. and lethargic.. sense that I'm gonna fall sick soon... my mouth is getting totally chewed up.. cuz I keep biting into them when I eat/talk. *BAH* It will all be over! Everything will blow over!!!! HURRY UP N BLOW OVER! I want to feel good and on top of the world AGAIN!

Song Bits

You know how certain lines in a song gets stuck with you.. and at appropriate or inappropriate moments, the song just pops into your head? Famous one liners that I may or may not have sung to you.. hahaha...

- One of these days these boot are gonna walk all over you!
- I will runaway... I will runaway with you...
- It's just another Manic Monday, I wish it was Friday
- Hey now, Hey now... Don't dream it's over...
- Because we're keeping the dream alive
- Snap back to reality, oops there goes gravity...
- All by myself... dun wanna be.. all by myself...

Actually there's a lot more... but.. at current.. that's all I can think of. wahaha.. cookie points for those who knows what songs these are... points hor! not real cookies.. hahaha..

2 am... and the rain is falling...

NOT! well, theoretically it's 6am and it's quit hot and humid. thank god for air-conditioning...

stoned.. working.. Plan B and C have both been activitated. I'm at home and I'm still rushing.

Yes.. I feel like dying. Yes, I am going to die. So that means.. Plan D will be activated later when I get to work?

Whatever...

My Plans

I am a natural planner. Really I am...

I started with:
Plan A: Bring work home. Finish up, so that today dun need to rush.
Plan B: Darn, too sleepy. Should not have watched so much tv. Go earlier to work tmr to finish up the work I was supposed to finish.
Plan C: RUSH! Was slightly late for work (which is on time for this co, cuz everyone else is later than me) and it was cuz.. I left my wallet at home. Had to walk back from bus stop, (and it was the bus stop that is quite far away.) Rush... like mad. Supposedly should not chat and blog. but that part, failed.
Plan D: Die... should I fail to meet my own deadline, as I've made a dental apptmt at 630, and I sense that very rude and brusque sounding nurse would murder me if I'm late...

So there! My plans... Please dun let it fall to D...

HATARAKIMASU!!!!!

I admit.. i stole this from skycloud....

Haha.. magazine editors.. you can steal this for your mag! wahaha.. and it's pretty "ling" although i dun really believe in these things normally...
1. You're walking down a path. What do you see all around you?
A. A deep, dark forest. The trees are so thick that only a bit of sky shows through.
B. A cornfield. It stretches as far as you can see, under a bright-blue sky.
C. Green rolling hills, dotted with trees. Beyond them you can almost see mountains.

2. You spot an object by your feet. What is it?
A. A mirror
B. A ring
C. A bottle.

3. Do you pick it up?
A. Yes.
B. No.

4. Continuing along the path, you come across some water. What form is the water in?
A. A cool, clear, serene lake.
B. A crashing waterfall.
C. A babbling brook.

5. You see a key in the water and reach down to pick it up. What does it look like?
A. A simple house key.
B. A fancy antique key.
C. A small padlock key.

6. As you walk farther along the path, you come to a house. What kind of house is it?
A. Hollywood-style mansion.
B. A cottage with a well-tended lawn.
C. A beautiful castle in ruins.

7. What do you do?
A. Look in the window.
B. Go inside.
C. Walk on.

8. Suddenly, something jumps out and scares at you. What is it?
A. A bear
B. A wizard.
C. A troll.

9. You run down the path until you reach a wall with a door in it. You peek through the keyhole. What's on the other side?
A. The lush gardens of an awesome house.
B. A pond in the middle of the desert.
C. A sandy beach with crashing waves.

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Question 1 shows your attitude toward life

A. If you chose the forest, you're deep, quiet. People find you incredibly interesting because you don't how show your true self right away. Pals love you because you're a good listener.

B. If you chose the cornfield, you're bright, honest and likable. You make friends easily and rarely get bummed. You've got a rep for being entertaining and fun, and you're always the center of attention.

C. If you chose the rolling hills, you're practical and down-to-earth, and you attract people with your straightforward nature. A great problem solver, you always listen to both points of view before taking a side.

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Question 2 reveals what kind of boyfriend/girlfriend you're looking for

A. If you chose the mirror, you're searching for a guy/gal who shares your outlook on life. You've got a pretty good idea of what your ideal boyfriend/girlfriend is like, but you keep an open mind - the perfect guy may be someone you normally wouldn't look at twice!

B. If you chose the ring, you are a true romantic. When in a relationship, you work hard at keeping things mushy. You believe true love is forever, and although you might not admit it, you want your guy/gal care about you.

C. If you chose the bottle, you want someone who's not afraid to show his intelligence. Ambitious, hard-working guys/gals turn you on drop-dead gorgeous just isn't enough for you.

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Question 3 tells how commitment-ready you are

A. If you said yes, you're dying to pick the right person.

B. If you said no, you're into playing the field for now.

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Question 4 symbolizes your passion potential

A. If you chose the lake, you're not interested in having a superficial relationship. Once you meet someone you're really into, your love runs deep.

B. If you chose the waterfall, opposite sex think you're ultrasexy. You're good at turning on the charm, and loads of guys/gals lust after you.

C. If you chose the brook, you're always crushing on someone new. You're an expert flirt, and you're frequently on the move from one guy to the next.

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Question 5 expresses your views on school

A. If you saw the housekey, education is less important to you than the world beyond. Secretly, you may be dying to start a career and a home of your own.

B. If you saw the antique key, you consider education to be crucial. You want to work hard and want to absorb as much knowledge as you possibly can.

C. If you saw the padlock key, you may not be too into school,but you still have plenty of great ideas. You follow your intuition, so you may eventually end up in an offbeat career.

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Question 6 gives clues about your ambitions

A. If you chose the mansion, you've got tons of goals. You strive to be the best at whatever you do, and you're attracted to jobs that let you express your energetic personality. Being successful makes you superpsyched.

B. If you chose the cottage, you have a realistic attitude toward a future profession. Because your feet are planted firmly on the ground, you'll probably rock at whatever career you pick.

C. If you chose the castle, your career dreams could be a little unrealistic. Becoming a mega-star would be fab, but aim for something closer to home first. Otherwise, you may wind up being a little disappointed.

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Question 7 shows your attitude towards success

A. If you looked through the window, you're a little afraid of failing. Taking that first step toward reaching a goal is the most intimidating to you, so don't give up before you've actually tried.

B. If you went inside, you feel confident about success. Nothing's going to stand in your way!

C. If you kept walking, success isn't a big deal for you. You're content with simple things and you'd rather be around people you love than spend your life trying to get to the top.

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Question 8 reveals your worst fears

A. If you chose the bear, you worry about being able to stand on your own two feet. Independence is totally key.

B. If you chose the wizard, you're scared about things that are often beyond your control. So, to make up for it, you sometimes go on a heavy-duty power amperage.

C. If you chose the troll, you tend to obsess over how others see you. It's crucial that people like you - you're desperate to fit into the in crowd. You need to learn to trust your own judgment.

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Question 9 represents your innermost self

A. If you chose the gardens, you're mature and honest. You believe in speaking your mind, and people rely on you to provide a sensible viewpoint. However, you may come across problems in the future that you'll have to solve with your heart, not your head.

B. If you chose the desert pond, you have a deep need for your own space. You're always analyzing your thoughts, and you've been known to do a disappearing act when things get tough. Sharing your feelings with someone you trust can help you feel better.

C. If you chose the beach, you are passionate about life and have strong opinions that you aren't afraid to reveal. But you're unpredictable, and you change those opinions often. Sometimes, like the ocean, you'll show your calmer side-but usually not for long!

Damn damn and damn

Damn damn and damn
Pardon me.
I hope no one reads this...
but... gotta blog it out

I think... I am doing a bad job at work... Dun know if others notice the mistakes that I am making. I know, no one is perfect.. but just that... I am sure they expect a certain level of expertise and professionalism from me... And so... I am obliged to meet this level.

But being a naturally flighty and careless person, I tend to neglect certain things... I wish I can be more careful.. oh wait.. I think I have blogged on this before. But.. just that... when things are sent out to clients... you would think that I should have checked, double checked and triple checked.

But the truth is.. I only checked once. Cuz.. no time. Which is not an excuse.

Sometimes, I wonder if I'm being too hard on myself. But I know. I am not. I know what my failings are, and I should focus on "improving" on them. Tsk tsk... Someone shoot me...

If by mistakes, the result is that I create more work for myself, then so be it. But... a lot of things are affected... PM, Designers, my career!! Omigod... Is it PMS? I am getting too morbid. Back to rectification...

You're not gonna believe this... ok.. mebbe you will...

I miss... CY...

really.. I miss my colleagues there.. or friends now...

Despite my many misgivings about the company... mostly which stemmed from sucky management... I got along excellently with my friends there...

it was always so fun... and there was music, and anime and I was surrounded by manga... everyone, or most everyone was on the same wavelength... and the room was always so chatty, and prata fests... When I said, "Damn... kyo is so kakkoi" instead of getting the qns "who's kyo, and what's kakkoi" i would probably get a qns like "which kyo" which makes a damn lot of difference...

It was almost like back to school... except.. mebbe the topics were different. but still.. same wavelength on almost everything.

I have this problem... I miss my past. hahah.. which is really bad.. i like my present of course, and I look forward to my future... but ... somehow.. the past is always tinged with such nostalgia, such longing...

It's like.. at times, when I'm really having a lot of fun, or I'm really happy, I sense myself taking a mental snapshot of that moment.. and storing it into my brain... to dig out when I'm feeling bored/down... and comfort myself.. I've had these happy moments. I hate to say this... but it's like a "Kodak moment" wahahha!!!

How many people can boast of having had really happy moments? I am of the belief that there are too many people out there who're overly apathetic. For some reason or other, they would prefer to distance themselves from most activity. Even when everyone's having fun, they would prefer to stand at a distance, seemingly incapable or unable to have fun. And also as if, they find such frivolous persuance of fun overly flighty.

I enjoy a good intelligent conversation, I also enjoy totally ridiculous inane conversations. Holding yourself up too tight is just depriving yourself of fun. Where's the joy in living then?

Wah.. this entry become quite weird... just my tots on some people. It's like..

People who put others down. Why do you choose to put others down? I've seen it, as you probably also have, of people who seem to derive some form of joy of putting others down. But I really dun understand.. WHY? I mean... if it's unintentional... then still ok arh. We can't all always be angels... and say the right thing. Or.. if that person really deserves it. Being mean is necessary at times.

But INTENTIONALLY? that is plain mean. Does making someone else feel bad, make you feel ANY better? What goes around comes around. Karma... It does... ok.. karma has this buddhist slant to it. But let's take the religious slant out of it. RETRIBUTION.. has such a nice terrible tone about it, doesn't it?

Even if that person is not doing it to me. but my opinion of that person drops everytime I see it being done to someone else.. and after some time, i will cease to acknowledge this friendship.

ps. if you're reading this.. no, i am not referring to you, you're not mean. you're great!

p.p.s and if you're from CY, then yah.. I MISS working with you guys!!!

but everyone has left.. save 2....

WHY?

why must i have a youngest brother?

damn damn damn...

age gap... too big...

i cannot take it...

I must kill someone...

or else i will go and kill him...

argh!!!!!!!!! WHY?!!!! must i have a youngest brother? soooo irritating!!!!

Swear words

OK.. I have cleared up some of my doubts today and being a kind and charitable person, I shall share them with you.

Diao: Diao is a hokkien word for fuck. so when a person says, "diao simi diao" it doesn't mean "look what look", this is a common misconception. It means "fuck what fuck" But of course, as language does, it has evolved. and it is now commonly used on the streets, and young bengs and lians, who actually cannot speak hokkien have killed the meaning of this word to become "look what look."

Diu: Diu is a cantonese word for fuck. So we could say, "diao" and "diu" is the same word, different dialect. When a person says, "Diu meh diu", it means "fuck what fuck" But this too has evolved. and it is now commonly used on the streets, for the meaning "look what look". By the way "diu le lou mou" has retained its meaning of "fuck your mother". Weird thing.. language...

Miao: Now... this word, though frequently used by bengs and lians, is a chinese word. "Ta miao wo" means exactly that. "he looked at me". but it should not be taken as a word translated from "diao".

End of lesson. Have I explained anything wrongly? Is it clear enough? wahahaha...

I am an Ah Lian at heart...

Listening to Sammi Cheng's Ah Lian song.. Mei Fei Se Wu...

And it suddenly dawned on me.. in the midst of my rather busy work day (such that I had to log in and blog it down immediately) that I am an Ah Lian at heart. It's true... I listen to Euro techno songs. all thanks to the soundtrack of Initial D, which is really nice by the way.

So... I like Techno... and I like Sammi Cheng, cuz I think she's a very "oo sey" ah lian. And I recall back to my schooling days.. how I was a total nerd and how I was always amazed by how ah lian are so confident about how they dressed, even though I think it looked like shit, and how I actually admired them.

That makes me a closet ah lian! omigod... see.. i will "diao" pple if i am really bu shuang. but it takes quite a lot (in my opinion) to make me "diao" people. And I like colouring my hair all sorts of colour, another ah lian syndrome. gosh... where is this topic leading to?

You could call it my coming out blog. hahaha.. I am a closet ah lian. (-.-||) too bad i dun have small eyes.. else I can really "miao" pple as well as "diao" wahahaha~~~ if i "miao" pple, I look like an idiot who needs glasses... squinting away... lose effect totally...

BA WANG CAN!!!

wahaha.. I had a super "ba4 wang 2 can1" yesterday. My friend was invited to dinner and she was asked to bring along a friend. Along came Lee Wei.

Went to the first 7th month dinner in my life, and v possibly the last. Haha.. compliments of Ms. Ch... my buddy from hall. Haha.. It came complete with "ge tai" and auction. and lucky draw. haha.. read it and weep. my 8 course ba wang can.

1) Cold dish (norm lah, this one)
2) Shark's Fine Soup (err... had a lot of crab meat.. but not v sure where the fins were, not that I mind, since I feel that we're doing the shark's an injustice...)
3) Roasted Suckling Pig (this is like only the 2nd/3rd time I've eaten this. Sinfully delicious)
4) Scallop with broccoli and cabbage. ( I quite like. But they used those dried scallops.. so a bit salty. but still nice)
5) Steamed promfet (by far the worst dish, cuz fish not fresh..,)
6) Steamed prawns (better ... than the fish.)
7) Kung Ba Bao (you know what I mean right? those mantou with stewed pork. Niceee...)
8) Yam paste (also commonly referred to as Ou ni. (deeeeliciousss.... not too sweet, not too sticky... really nice... )

haha.. and there ends my ba wang can. ahahahha.. and I ONLY know my friend there... first time I really feel like a gate crasher. but too bad, we sat too far from the getai.. so.. didn't get to see them.. but I got to hear them.. and get a headache in the process.

And these pple are nuts! You know how much they pay for lanterns?! those NORMAL RED LANTERNS? $5888?!!!! And I am sure the auction saw higher prices! Wah kaoz! I can go on my dream trip to Japan, and stay in GOOD hotels with that amount of money.. sheesh... I wanted to put my red sling bag up for auction too, Red = auspicious geddit?... didn't expect a lot, $1888 can liao. But my friend stopped me.

Anyway, as retribution for my free meal, where I ate till I was bloated... I had a nightmare last night.

I was actually... errr.. making muffled screams in fear.. my brother woke me up.. was so glad he woke me up.. I really didn't want to continue the dream. It was sooo scary... and I know that it's my over active imagination at work.

Trust me... my dreams have this movie like slant to it... I attribute it all to my over-active imagination. I can actually sense myself making it more scary to add spice to it. Doesn't help that in my dreamlike consciousness, I am unable to draw the line betwen reality and fantasy. (yes, I get v involved in my dreams. not 3rd party, but 1st party).

Damn scary. I would repeat it.. except my dreams are linked. Yes... it continues from some ancient dream eons ago and continues. and it adds in snippets from other dreams that I have had. making it more real than imaginable. So too complicated to retell the story.

Enough crap. Back to reality again. have work to rush. Will blog.. when I

1) Finish rushing my work.
2) Realise its a hopeless cause and decide to take a break.

You're unique, just like everyone else...

Once upon a time, in a kingdom far, far away, there lived a crow. Her name was Crow-nth.

Now Crow-nth didn’t really like her name. So she asked her mum, “Mum, why am I called crow-nth? Why can’t I have a nice name like that sparrow there, she’s called sparrow123. Why don’t I get a number?”

(Author’s note: Note that as birds do not have the habit of giving themselves names, they’re all named after their species instead.)

The mum looked at her daughter, so black and so beautiful, with a nice black beak that shines in the moonlight, and said to crow-nth, “my dear, we tried and we really wanted to give you a better name.” And she stroked her daughters shiny forehead with her wing. “But, there’re just so many of us, that we lost count. I am called crow2549850. But I am one of the last few with names. The rest of you younglings were all named crow-nth” as it was impossible to continue the number count.”

Crow-nth looked down sadly at her claws, “So… there is no way I can get a number?” and her mum, crow2549850 answered her, “No, crow-nth, you won’t be able to get a number. But always remember this, you’re unique, just like everyone else.”

At this, Crow-nth looked up and thought, “That’s right! I am unique! Just like the rest of them,” and flew off happily into the sunset.

(Author’s note: Yes, I realised that it was moonlight just now, and it’s sunset now. You must understand how crows talk. For when they talk, they talk very slowly, for anything that is worth talking about, has to take a long time to talk. Or else, it would not be worth talking about.)

*BANG!*… the crow hunting team banged down poor crow-nth. As the SE-Asian gold medallist shooter picked up crow-nth… he said, “This has got to be the nth crow that I have shot down. There’re so many of them that I’ve lost count.”

And so… ends the life of crow-nth.

Somedays... I feel like blogging more than others...

And, even if I have nothing to say, I want to blog. Wahaha...

Conversation with mum in the steam bath yesterday...

Me: Ma... I want to drop my masters. I study until v sian, and it's very boring... and it's expensive.

Mum: After so much money, then you tell me you want to drop? So tired then you might as well drop your Jap instead, also can save a bit.

Me: But Jap more fun mah...

Mum: But Masters is more useful...

Typical mother daughter conversation. hahaha... Actually I know.. that I will complain.. and be a brat about it, but I will try my best to finish my course. Cuz... I'm a brat lah. I admit it. Spoilt brat some more. But, I feel lucky that I can be a spoilt brat, cuz it means I have a tolerant family who loves me.. hahaha..

Pay cheque coming in today. Goodie... *rubs hands in glee*

starting to feel that I really need a break... I don't really want those shop and eat kinda holiday... I want the "nua" at the beach and do NOTHING that kinda break. hahaha... I want to play beach volleyball along the way too... but that one.. I need hall mates. somehow, they're the only ones who are still vaguely on about volleyball, but even they seem to be losing interest. WHY? But it's so fun! Dun need to be beach volleyball lah.. volleyball itself is a v fun sport! Most sports are so fun! Even those I dun like.. eg. err... haha!!! I cannot think of a sport that I dun think is fun! Haha.. someone name me something ... even golf is fun... not fun to watch, but I'm sure it's fun to play.. though i have never tried it...

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Energy Level: Low

I am tired... been feeling tired.. I shall blame my recent tiredness on the fact that my lessons, etc are all in full swing, plus workload is starting to increase in the office.. so...

BUt.. had a cool conversation on msn with synco... something along the lines of not compromising. hahaha.. And, it's a choice to remain alone. :) I shall live with the decision that I've made and be happy about it.

Anyways, I posted up a pict of my bro and guo pin chao, side by side, but I took it off. But... hehe.. since I am now in office, he won't know that I posted it up.. haha.. I shall put it up for a day or two, then take it off.. haha.. else if he finds out, my life will be in danger. But must state first, my bro is not photogenic, and that photo was taken when he just woke up or something. ie. Hair is still messy.. and he still looks rather stoned. So... and.. me no digital camera. so... cannot take a better photo and post it up.

[images have been removed since I used to host them on another picture hosting website. But no backups of images, so can't upload them again. so it's gone!]

Can see the similarity? Or am I being an overly proud sister? hahaha.. next up... goal... to see whether my youngest bro looks like... any stars too! hahaha...