23 June 2004

fingers crossed

going for a 2nd job interview this afternoon. this is the first time I am doing something illegal. as in... after having signed with another company, i am still going for an interview.

the weirdest thing is, the 1st interview was from early last year. I was still in KV then, not even CY. But I do know, that this company is bigger. But I am not sure how this company fits into my 3 year plan. So I'm also gonna have to find out more about that...

I cannot shake off this feeling that I'm doing something wrong. in theory, it's ok cuz the contract is not in effect until the date of commencement. And I'm not even sure if the job agency has a right to penalise me. (meaning i have to pay them half a month's salary.) But i cannot ask, cuz until this side wants me, it is really not an issue at all.

so many things to take into account. like, my industry is pretty small, having signed the apptmt letter, even if it is legally ok to terminate it, it is a matter of accountability. I am creating a lot of unncessary trouble for them. cuz I do know that they have this huge project, which is hanging until the new person comes and takes charge of it... aiyah.. i think i am feeling quite confused now.

Normally blogging helps clear my mind.. but today.. haha.. nvm... gonna go get myself a cup of coffee..

Tonight's the NITE! woo hoo!!! here i come!

 

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