I'm over it.. i'm cool...

Oki.. I'm alright now.. I just feel bitter... very very bitter. There's gastric juices flowing in my stomach everytime I think about it. But I dun see the red haze anymore. Saw this quote on a friend's msn msger. "If you're trying to act like you care, you obviously need more lessons." I would say, for me, I shd change the quote to "If you even look like you care, you obviously need more lessons." And that quote is targeted at me. :) I shouldn't let them affect me so much. :) Problem with me is that I tend to get overly engrossed in what I'm doing.. and I'm probably too sincere and open with what I'm doing. Which is why any form of negative feedback (whether it's from someone I respect or any asshole) makes me feel reallyyy bad. I have to learn to bochup and bohiu these pple. I actually stepped into the temple near my home on my way to work today. haha.. First time! I prayed that my new job would be better, and I prayed that I can be released from this angry bitter feeling that I have inside me. I know it's not worth getting angry, but still... I think I need help letting go. And general peace and prosperity lah! hahaha... As nana says... cold wind blow. breath in, breath out. Pfft! it's gone!