Oh no! HELP!

Argh... I feel like pple are out to make things difficult for me. But it's my own mess and I have to clear things up. Feeling morbid this morning. Feel that pple are glad that I'm leaving, feel that they cannot bear for me to go, even earlier if possible. Feeling weird... like I'm this freak that they want out of the company. As if, the things I've done here don't count for anything. I'm just a freak that came along and messed things up for them... Why did things turn out this way? HOW did things turn out this way? Is everyone treated as a traitor upon leaving? Even the normal staff seem to be turning against me... why do I even bother? Forget it, only the opinions of a few matter to me in this company. If the rest think that I'm a traitor who has not contributed anything, so be it. Only the pple I respect, only the FEW pple that I respect matters. Deep Breaths.