I am sooo wanted!

Ladies and gentleman,
I feel wanted once again. would you believe that co. B, (whom I've rejected after much thought) actually called me again, and offered me a better package. hahaha.. but still, the pay is still lower. But I feel so touched... that someone is willing to try so hard to offer me a position for me to jump ship. And they're so sincere about it.

Had to reject the lady (another lady, this time it's the financial director) again. I feel really bad. Esp since I more or less know that I am taking the right step, but cannot help but feel weird.. its like turning down a good deal. But as someone once said to me, "a bird in hand is better than two in the bush". I have my job now, stable income, cool environment. it has its own pluses. *can sense that I am trying to self psycho myself into believing that I made the right decision?*

ah well.. mebbe one day, I will get my just retribution... and noone will want me... and i will be left high and dry, jobless, income-less... wah! sounds so scary!