I was planning on blogging this afternoon...

but.. wasn't in the mood... i wanted to say.. but decided against it.

Decided that I shall stay on in current company afterall. Hope its the right decision.

sounds familiar? yes sirree.. another co called me. and offered me higher pay, better benefits, and I rejected them. I want peace of mind. I want to stay in one place. Weird huh?

But sad part is.. I really feel that these cos have approached me too early. I am not ready for them yet. Staying in current co where there're still things to learn, is what I would like to do now. If they approach me next year, or the year I graduate, it would be better. Cuz then I am free to concentrate 100% on my career. Now, with my studies, I know I am somewhat distracted, and I hate having to make up time cuz I left early for lessons. And most large org have something against pple who have lessons, resulting in appraisals being "lower".

Hopefully, in future, I would still have the chance to join the cos that I've rejected. Cuz it is not that I dun like them, or that what they're offering me is not good enough, it is a matter of timing. Sigh..

Bao4 ying4 will come... when i need a job.. one day, none will be available to me. I dun even feel happy that I'm so wanted now.. I keep thinking that it's going to all collapse on me one day. My my... feeling pessimistic today.

But I was actually very glad to have made my decision. Cuz being plagued with indecisiveness is the WORST! feeling ever...

and one last thing.. I realised that previously, I could've just typed using normal black font, then select all and one shot change colour, etc so that I dun need to type grey fonts on white bkgrd, then pray that I've no typo.

Good.. I have learnt something new today. (or shd it be discovered? - hmm.. discovered and therefore learnt)