I really... really want to blog out how i feel
I really really hope that I can vent my fustrations out on the keyboard and in my blog
but there're some things.. that just need to be swallowed down... with a huge dose of pride..
and then it is time to move on...
the claws of the past has come back to haunt me
with the might of darkness
it threatens to swamp me
may I attain salvation soon
or be drowned in this sea of wretchedness...
and yah.. i know does not rhyme.. and the rhythm is off.. haha.. what did you expect? I'm upset... so upset that my migraine has evolved to become a very severe ache around my jaw... prob cuz i am clenching it too tight to control my despair.
Crying never solved anything and it never will.
I will swallow my tears, bring out my pride and move on with life.
This is not the end. I will not mourn the decisions that I've made, for I made them with my heart. Henceforth, I shall learn my lesson and think only with my head. But mourning is for the weak. The strong move on...
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