Figured it Out

Have I mentioned that I like Nickelback? And their songs?

Well.... I have finally figured it out! no, this is not a music related blog. But it sure would be cool to post one up one of these days.

I have figured out my irritation with my project mate. Hahaha... not that I feel any better... but more like at least I know why...

Occupational hazard. Teachesr are too used to barking out commands. It's rude to peers but they dun realise it. Of course the fact that he's uncompassionate, and lacks EQ is his personality or character flaw.

But I know, I am also not perfect. I really shouldn't judge a person based on that...

Imagine this scenario. We were at a cafe... to discuss our work. I opened up my laptop.. oh yeah! there's actually free wireless internet access from the cafe. And so, naturally the many IMs that I have on load up. Upon loading up, 2 friends msg-ed me. And you know what that idiot said, "Eh, off it. once you start chatting you cannot stop. and it will take up at least half an hour. cuz it always happens to me. We have no time, we need to start on our discussion." I just stared at him in horror. (ok, lah, I did not stare at him in horror. I was just irritated then.)

Who are you to tell me what programs I can or cannot run off my laptop? Who made you adminstrator of my laptop? Do NOT command me, you may suggest to me nicely. and I MAY listen. But I am not an errant student whom you have the right to rebuke. You do not. Piss off....

Which brings me to my point. I will give him the benefit of a doubt, that it's an occupational hazard that he goes around barking commands.

Anyway... I make a terrible project mate. Pity those drawn into my group... the worse thing is, I still think that I am a good team worker. In office. But somehow... in class, with this group of project mates... I sense... that I am not my best. Not work related, but EQ related. Cuz somehow, I just don't care. I am normally nicer than this... at least I think I am...

But why? Oh woe is me... something wrong with me.

Happy thoughts next blog...