I have stumbled upon the truth!

Yes... I have!!!

As you all know... jobless ol' me been full of negative energy of late right? I mean.. what's new?!

As I was getting ready to do another super negative blog.. you know.. which includes me cursing at a particular project mate who has the audacity to have to be paired up with me... hahaha.. all his fault naturally... I stumbled upon the truth...

THE EVILNESS IN THE WORLD TODAY IS CAUSED BY...

THE GODDESS OF SIANDOM!

- in simpler english terms, it's called boredom.

Yes... I am serious.

Imagine.. I have been like....

walking around the house.. wondering about life.. you know the works

watching too much tv... blogging too much (alright.. at least i didn't blog too many times in a day.. more like.. I dun know what to say, not that i dun want to blog)... doing nothing about my projects which are all due. You would think that I would at least try to do well in my studies now that I am jobless right? Haha..

Then I suddenly got to thinking...

All those people who have been causing so much trouble in the world... could be bored and frustrated. And irritable. Right? Sounds familiar? YES! What they need is a stable economy. What they need is Purpose in life. As my sister told me today... "Don't wake up so late... set goals in life... you need to have a purpose in life. Or you will feel bad everyday."

Naturally. I know that mine's just a temporary problem. Why, I just managed to finally get an errant co to pay me for my freelance work... done MONTHS ago.

But what about those people who live in war torn countries, or what about those who live in countries where their economy is shit... non-existent.. or controlled by gangsters known as the bush administration... Stupider bunch of idiots I have not seen. Bah... stupid sheep... I totally cannot believe that in a country as big as the US, there're more idiots than smart pple. I dun like Kerry, But I DETEST Bush. I am blessed that I was not born in that accursed country. Dun tell me, "hey, then you can vote against bush!" that is not the point. Being of the same nationality is an insult to my intelligence. Having him is a leader is an even greater insult.

I digress.

The pple... the terrorists... Can you imagine their lives? I mean... what is the point in waking up each morning? I am totally anti-war. But just think... if you push a person too far, aren't you just asking for it when that person goes, "enough is enough"? To them, there may only be two options

1) I am going to do something about it, or die trying.

2) I am going to waste my life away, watching infidels push my country into greater distress, and pray that some hero is going to come and put an end to it?

It is true that the civilians suffer, the country's economy. But... if left alone, would it be any different?

I've been to some muslim states, for work... and... people... they're just standing around, chattng, and smoking... (lots of smoking.. god i hate it!) and after my work is done, etc. these same people, they're still there. And I wondered to myself then, "don't they have some work to do? to feed themselves? something to do, some errand to run?"

Now I think back, but what if, there's nothing for them to do? Everything they do, they're paid pittance for backbreaking work. Standing around, or working, maybe there's just a thin line that separates the two, so thin, that it's not worth working for.

Gosh,.. this is crap blog. as usual. But the point I am trying to make, is that... everyone should be given the chance to pursue their dreams or to have goal to work towards. Without purpose in life, life's meaningless. Then what? What comes next? And people WITH dreams deserve the chance for a shot at it. It doesn't matter if they succeed of fail, the point is that ... chances should be there. But not everyone has it...

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Aside: Listening to Seven Dust now. I love them... Soooolidd.....