I know... I am a worry wort...

Please... indulge me for a moment...

worry worry worry.. gotta clear a medical.

Now, I worry about my weight.. GOSH!!! how many people do you think will get to see my weight and height? It is terrifying... pengz!!!! I swear, I am very heavy boned. I am fat, but really, not as fat as my weight seems to say. I am really very heavy boned! Can someone please thin out my bones a little?

And.. what if I have some terrifying illness? Like.. leukamia... or cancer.. or diabetes.. high potential for that last one.. it's inherited lah. I consume near to no sugar... except for those inherent in the food I eat. hence, my coffee black, no sugar. But still.. what if diabetes has crept up on me unknowingly?

Yeah, I know, you're thinking.. grouser has gone nuts. here she is.. a healthy 26 year old, screaming her life out about nothing. worrying.. for a job that pays peanuts... (i actually like peanuts, btw...)

OK lah.. I know, theoretically, I should clear the test with ease. It's not like they're gonna make run on the threadmill or anything like that right? Wait a minute, they're not going to make me run or rate how "fit" I am right?

Nevermind, I think I am really scaring the shits out of myself now. Winner! At the rate I am going.. I am going to have a cardio attack at the docs. One thing at a time girl, first, call the doc and set an apptmt, next find out the tests they're gonna conduct. Then panic...