sleepy...

it is nearing 3 in the morning. I am still slaving at my school project. I had the whole morning, afternoon and evening. But was I doing my project.. nope. I was watching TV.

Morning and afternoon was spent watching this korean drama serial i'd borrowed from my cousin. and evening was spent watching America's Next Top Model. Which of course... makes me feel damn bloody fat.. but i still watch it. Masochistic part of me says.. watch it and weep.

But back to school project. What happens when a B student pairs up with an A student? B student gets damn bloody stressed becuz she does not want to be the one to affect the grade that A student has always been getting. But damn paiseh. Sigh... Obviously since I am the B student.

B student, in all fairness, was approached by said A student. So... anything right? A partner is a partner. Plus, the project would be easier to deal with when done in pairs. And I am a sucker for convenience. Like, whats new?

Bah... I shd just admit to her that I am shit, I get Bs cuz I am slightly better than others at writing bullshit, but it has nothing to do with my level of intelligence. And one day, a lecturer will catch on to the fact that I have nothing but air in my head, and I will get the D that I think I deserve.

I am getting so tired from wearing my glasses, but I cannot afford to buy new contact lenses... sighh.. stupid reason ain't it? And still, I was contemplating a trip to Bangkok to visit a good friend of mine there. Really feel like going. But if I don't have money to buy clothes, and contacts, I really shdn't be thinking about a trip to Bangkok now.. even if accomdation would be provided. But it is just so tempting. Since if I start work, I am not going to have the time to go on trips. I will be on probation for like eons.

Was reading my past entries... and I realised.. they're getting boring! OMIGOD!!! I am so sorry.. I try and pretend to be an interesting person, really I do. But the truth of the matter is, I am a no-lifer. So.. apologies if my blog is turning out to be staid and boring. I will try to spice it up, hype up reality, pretend to be someone I am not.. haha.. and maybe I will not.

I am feeling fat.. especially after looking at all those THIN THIN THIN THIN models. Can't I be waif like? But... I really love food, and I abhor exercising. I love sports but exercise without some "game" involved is just too boring. Wish I can pick up badminton, or tennis, or squash.. or SOMETHING! I am bored! C'mon, who's up for a game of badminton/tennis/squash/softball/hockey/volleyball (court/beach)... My ball sense is not that bad, for an extremely out of shape person. I swear, I will not scream.

Oh.. I went to play golf for the first time, obviously at a driving range. I can hit up to 128m. I am good. haha. But, it is really a game for the rich. So, no can do. Cannot pursue this interest. Does anyone want to subsidise me for a game? haha.. transport and sticks (yes, I know they're called clubs...err.. right?) must be provided, since obviously, I owe none.