updates... updates!!

yup yup... after two days of induction.. INDUCTION leh!!! wahahhaa... since I graduated till now, have not come across a company that's so nice, actually provide induction, and also supposed to have cadetship training somemore, for newbies. but due to some... err... reasons, I cannot go. so sad... it would have been so fun... had a terrible first day morning. everyone seemed to know someone, and I was the loner... not that I was sitting by myself or anything, since the entire place was packed with newbs... some as new as me, (ie first day) but the rest... mebbe a couple of weeks old. so i sat there... alone... then.. teabreak, but, didn't know anyone. and everyone outside were forming cliques but noone seemed to make way for me to join.. so in the end, being the loser I am, I went back to the small hall, sat alone, and started sms-ing friends, whom I knew would comfort me. hehehe. i.e. the tender hearted people. I felt so bad.. after teabreak, we were to go on a tour of something, and had to take a bus out. but, i sat alone!!! AGAIN! can you imagine, the bus make up was such that chairs were in pairs, and everyone was sitting in pairs, other than me... felt damn loser. then i became a lot more determined, there was this group of girls, and while waiting at the lobby, i planted myself next to them.. hahaa.. in a way, forced them to talk to me... actually, it was also cuz one/two of them turned to smile at me, and sort of gestured for me to join them. (^.^||) luckily... then we started on the tour of the building, and we started chatting a little more. which was...heng arh... cuz after that was lunch. and I at least had someone to lunch with. I was starting to dread having to lunch alone. following, 1.5 days went alright...no complains... it was good. then... tmr.. haha.. I finally have to report for work... gosh... new environment... meet my real colleagues and boss.. have not had the chance to pop in at all... oki.. tmr... it all begins... again... *prays hard* god, please don't let me lunch alone... and they're nice...