That's right...
my usual lunch kakis were not around. So I lunched with 3 other more senior staff. Having said that, it was awkward, since obviously I shd shut up and go with the flow, since they're more senior, which means I shd say less crap.
BUT... somehow they started talking about religion... and... omifuckinggod... they started preaching to me. actually, only one preach, the other two just chatted on their own topics. ZZZZZZ....
Eh.. I am happy with my Buddhism.. and you can be happy with your Christianity/Catholicsm... we're all human beings here.. so I have no qualms about befriending and can be good friends even. But some respect is necessary here.
I have already stated that I am a Buddhist. WHY ARE YOU STILL TRYING TO CONVERT ME??? Is my religion any lower than yours?
Unfortunately, despite my best effort to put on my listening face, I am sure I failed. Cuz I have a an open book face. Cannot hide my emotions.
Speaking of which, my boss must have realised that I freaked out during the discussion this morning. She caught me offguard on two counts.
1) I had yet to finish some online elearning modules that I was supposed to run through, but actually that was cuz it was sooo boring. My fingers itch to revamp it...
2) My work progress, I tried to state what I was doing, but I floundered, cuz even I felt that I had done seemingly v little. But then I realised, kaoz... I only came back to office on the 1st feb, (before that was an entire month of orientation) and between that and today, the 14th, there was 2.5 days of holiday, which leaves me with like 6.5 working days. But I freaked out, and didn't realise that, and I think she must have felt that I was doing nothing. Which is NOT true... by the way, I am really good at multitasking, before you even ask me what I am doing currently...
Bah... Life's like that.. move on... next better batter!!!
14 February 2005
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