I have decided

at a weird timing of 3.53pm...

I have decided... that I lack self confidence.

I will be confident.

I will not allow

1) People who make snide remarks about my lack of filial piety get me down. Cuz I know they're not true.
2) People who give me the cold shoulder, or who "fu yan" me to get me down.
3) People who give me one look, and tell me annually that I have put on weight. Even though I know I look exactly the same, and weigh the same. (which is not that good a thing actually)

My issues with my family is MY/OUR business. We can't solve it, neither can you. so shut up.
My insecurities with my weight and height are also my own. Stop harping on it. so you're slim and but I am pretty... i can slim down, but plastic surgery wouldn't save you even if the world depended on it.

I will also cease

1) Making depreciating comments about myself. More than half the time, the criticisms I get are self-invited.
2) to allow my evil relatives to push me around. I have fangs, and I will not hesitate to bite. Who the fuck cares about what you think? (and even if I don't have fangs, I will set my dogs and cats on you.)
3) I will not attend anymore gatherings if it means you have to fu yan me. There're people who are more important to me that I would rather spend time with. Without which, quality time with my dog would be infinitely more enjoyable.

I AM CONFIDENT!! I AM ON TOP OF THIS WORLD!!! NOBODY CAN GET ME DOWN!!!

THOSE WHO TRY TO...

CAN KISS MY ASS!!!

wahahaha.. end of transmission. writer has gone into state of spasm, is frothing at the mouth, while trying to describe her condition in writing...

*froth froth* *jerk jerk* *spasm spasm*