charles....

i am in full fledged hua zhi mode now.

I was watching happy sunday, the one where zhang yu and xiao yan jie hosts...

it was stephanie sun. so i stayed on that channel... it was... the normal people, the guest they interviewed, dabing, huang jia qian... all of them, including stephanie, looked atrociously terrible. fashion and make up gone wrong....

and then... HIGHLIGHT!!!!

right at the end... Charles came out. ahh... you don't know who charles is right? he's that cute french-vietnamese dude who appears in the mtv "wo de ai" with sun yanzi (he was, if you recall, in the top ten list of cute guys I made in a blog earlier. wahhhhhhh.... everyone... due to bad lighting, garish props.. tired looking stars... looked bad.

but there is no way, you can make that man look bad.

He looked so good... even more "shuai" than in the mtv. except he had bad hair, that day, I am sure it was the long filght (notice how i am more forgiving when it comes to cute guys?) I repeat.. he looked DAMN BLOODY GOOD! Nobody from this world can look this good. But he did... and now my heart is still doing flip flops.. and that man doesn't even know I exist..

but even then, ok... "i do"

wahahahha... i think if i see him on the streets. i shall just stand there and gawk. then I will go poke at him. just to make sure that he is not a life sized poster... after which, I shall run away, cuz I have just gone and poked at a cute guy, and spoiled any possibly good "image" I have... haha.. the story of my life...

the ones who really matter... slip away...

like sands through time... so are the days of our lifes.

wahaha.. I know I got that wrong. but that show, my friends is worse than "zhen qin". hardfight, considering both have episodes that goes into thousands and millions. Ever thought of this, if the characters in shows like melrose place, beverly hills 90210, or days of our lifes (if you don't know what shows I am talking about, then you're not from my generation. don't ask.) for that matter, if ONE of them got aids, the entire group of them would get AIDSs... cuz they sleep around so much... wahaha.. SLUTS! male and female alike!

anyway, i wished he would go and act in some french art film... hahaha.. speak in his cute french accent, then I will just gawk, in the darkness of the theatre of course. or in my room, cuz I have gone and bought a ridiculously overpriced dvd... just cuz he's in it...

mebbe i will dream of him tonigt... and then, can add gackt into the equation. wah.. now hard fight, charles or gackt... hmm.... still gackt lah. got looks and talent, vs just looks. unless charles proves otherwise... hahaha... am i actually evaluating which guy I like more, when i don't even know both?

that's it. I am in full fledged hua zhi mode. confirmed.