Play Hard... Work Hard

Have always told myself to subscribe to this theory.

When playing, play hard, when working, try to work hard. Obviously it's easier to play hard than to work hard.

Anyway, Thursday Night, arranged a gathering.

Both a failure and a success. Success cuz a lot more people than I expected turned up... about 14. I expected about 10. Failure in that I didn't reserve enough seats, so the last two to arrive were displaced to another restaurant! I felt so bad!! But it was cuz only 10 actually replied my sms to say, yes, thwy were coming. Sigh.. I already tot I overbooked at 10, cuz I was prepared for people to cancel on me the last minute.

Failure also in the sense that... too many people. Didn't get to talk to many people... Yah lah. got some updates on the usual qns like 1) where're you working now, 2) so how are you now, etc.

Anyway, I have decided that I don't like being the organizer. It's a headache. And I feel bad, if something goes wrong, its like I am the freaking host or something. I am just the bloody idiot who bothered to call and ask who wants to join. Sigh.. I really shd stop heaping all these boliao things on myself.

And... I was labelled as a "social butterfly" by another group of friends. Tamade... I take that as an insult. I am not like that oki! I make an effort to try and turn up for gatherings, or outings, no matter who arranges it. If I can make it, I will. It's called making an effort. Terming me as a social butterfly, somehow feels so insulting. Like I am some superficial person who is trying to network or something.

There is NO benefit for me oki!!! Keeping in touch with my friends, cuz, you are all my friends. And I want to maintain the friendship. If you think I am some freaking social butterfly, then fuck you. Watch me, I can cut off all contact with you. I don't need someone who thinks of lowly of me... and it's not like I can earn money when meeting up with you. You're not that great. really.

Anyway, I am in a PMS-ish mood in case you haven't already noticed.

And... yesterday, Friday, I tried to do some schoolwork, not that I got a lot done, but at least I started thinking about it. I have a damn assignment and a status report to hand in on Monday. God help me.

Then I met some friends, for like 20 mins of pool, dinner, then karaoke. I really detest Kbox. the service is suck. the attitude is bad. they don't always have the latest songs, and it's expensive to boot. Fail. But the company was great. Hahah... old friends are still the best. Sang till freaking 3... didn't plan to do that.. but haha.. the receptionist pissed us off... long story... but anyway, it was cuz we were pissed that we sang till 3. Not that I really minded.. except we were all lying around, cuz we were all v tired already. haha

And today, I am back in office. the ONLY one in office. the guard was eyeing me suspiciously, but he had to let me in lah. hahaha... okok.. focus. I want to get home by 5. cousins coming over to gym and swim. yeah!! gotta hurry with this crap piece of work hehehe