What a fucked up day...

Having such a fucked up day... and the person I am most pissed off is myself.

1) Dept meeting: Fucked up workplan presentation. Brain went blank. I started blabbering. and my body language was screaming: I AM NERVOUS! sighh... my colleagues were nice though.. they keep telling me that it's ok, and that it's my first presentation. but still... I am feeling like SHIT. And my Big Boss was there!!!! argghh... yah right.. well done grouser, fuck up in front of the man who can determine how fast you climb (not that I want to climb very quickly, but I don't want to be left on the lowest rung of the ladder)

2) Made a little error. Boss said, use XX in this write up. I used it. But I forgot to use my bloody brain and make amendments, so that it is not exactly XX, as in... make some changes, so as to at least differentiate it. I took her suggestion as is. = me not using my brain. she must think I am an idiot now.

3) School Project: Still working on it... during working hours. Which means, I am staying back late tonight, to finish my work. and I have a very busy week ahead of me. So, that leaves only today to rush things.

Having fucked up early this morning, I am actually still in a very "pissed off with myself" state of mood. Difficult to get things done, although I am still trying to.

I repeat... "damn fucked up day"