boredom is bad for health... and non-chinese speaking chinese ought to be shot.

Boredom is bad for health.. it really is.

I have things to do.. but, i dun feel like doing them.

I am v bad at maintaining interests in things. I am extremely interested for like 3 mins, then gone case liaoz. I lose interest. But for that 3 mins, I am very focused.

Which explains... my ability (or lack of) to:
1) Play the piano (grade 3 only ah)
2) Strum guitar (one month course)
3) Speak bad german
4) Speak equally bad Japanese, well, mebbe slightly better, cuz at least it's still fresher in my mind

I am bored, and when I'm bored, I get fustrated, and when I'm fustrated, I get irritated with the world. Even though the world has done nothing to me. I don't care, I'm still pissed.

And no.. it's not PMS, since well, we just passed that.

I am both creative and not creative.
I am both stupid and smart.
I am both idiotic and intelligent (just cuz, you know, s and s, i and i... nvm... I'm bored, remember?)

I am going to learn something today. :) Crash course on access and excel's pivot record program by bn-san tonite.

Can you explain to me why I'm so bored and sleepy at work. when I slept a total of 10pm - 7am, that's like only 9 hours? I really felt like I slept a lot.. then, mebbe not. I need to sleep more to catch up on the lost sleep from days before.

OH... I'm suddenly reminded of something I wanted to blog on.

WHY? Is it that Chinese cannot speak Chinese? or Mandarin if you're that particular. I mean, we're Chinese right? It makes sense to be able to speak if not write chinese? Badly, if you're stronger in english, but still, basic knowledge? and what's with the pseudo accents? you were born where? Singapore? Really? No joke! You sound American/British/Australian (cuz they're so mixed up they cannot even decide on which accent they wish to adopt). God forbid, you speak Singaporean English.

speaking of which, did you know that there're two types of Singaporean English?

1) The one we use with our friends, inclusive of lahs, lohs, chinese, hokkien, malay, canto and what not.
2) The one we use at work, in business, with angmohs.

Isn't that cool? How isit that nobody acknowledges this innate ability of ours? Why discriminate against Type 1? I've heard very terrible english speakers adopting pseudo accents, and that, is by far a bigger crime to me than english from Type1, at least it is part of us heartlanders.

And no heartlanders does not include those who grew up in english speaking only households, whose english is fillie farla... and very powderfool. I mean... I am disgusted that you can't speak Chinese, but hey, that's just my bloody opinion right? I mean, it's cool to fail chinese right? It's cool to speak chinese with an angmoh accent. waaayyyyy cooooolll my ass.

Why is everyone around me so busy? Why am I bored? Why do I seem less busy? Do I really have too little on my plate? Or am i just too good? (yah right...) I don't have that little things. I just don't have that many. Well, there're things I have to follow up on. But.. I'm on it, and nothing is "rushed" yet. Ah well... we'll see.

Tonight, after my crash course, if I'm not sleeping, then it's Wolf's Rain. wahahaha.