Last day...

yeah... today marked the last day of my orientation...

the generalists will go on for the cadetship, where they will be attached to various depts of my company, while specialists like myself (i am not really a specialist... I am an in-between, a lost soul, a no man land)... will go back to work.

just as well, since I am really v new, and I have not done any real work this whole month, although I have received my pay.. so was feeling kinda bad.

I have this project meet my friends, before, during and after CNY. So... PEOPLE!!! We have to meet up!!! Quick, before my pay runs out... and you will have to wait till the 21st of next month before I will (or rather, can) go out again.. MUAAHAHHAA...

also, despite my very best efforts, I think the people in my office seem to deem me as being the "garang" and not very feminine sort. WHY???!!! I am really trying my best! I am sitting properly, I stopped sitting cross legged on my chair, I am wearing suits, ok, I don't wear heels, but at least they're pumps... and I have short hair, but it is femininely and fashionably short. Someone tell me what I am doing wrong here?

Anyway. it's post pms now.. so I shdn't be whining.

Oh... my mum said I was not fat... and my sis sorta like agreed. I am just not very slim (^.^||) I think... I shall take that as a compliment. Wahahhaa...

Have I mentioned that I am not going to get to gamble this CNY? Cuz I am not gonna visit THAT side of my relatives... so... even if I gamble, stakes are small... not shiok....

Sighh... a divorce does that to people.. takes half the fun out of Chinese New Year... I used to so look forward to the gambling. Haha.. even though, I would lose everyyear... A good year is when I break even... ahhahahah...But I was feeling lucky this year... ah well... see how lah...