am feeling tired out

wahaha.. as expected, my pms-ish blogs are back in business... but really, feel quite down. >.<>

I know there are a lot of people who are troubled.. and who have troubles bigger than my own. I pretty much doubt my right to whine, seeing as it is so inconsequential and meaningless... hogwash... I ought to perk up. Knowing that my complains are sooo little! And the fact of the matter is... there ar a lot of good things going on in my life! I should be happy and grateful for them! I am! :) Very happy and grateful! :D *do not for one moment, doubt my gratefulness for the good things happening to me*

Come to think of if, don't you agree that mindset is a very important thing? Increasingly I have come to realise it's importance. I have two ECAs at work, which are taking up quite a bit of my time, away from my "real work".. and I am feeling quite upset about it, since it's of no value add to my spreadsheet of "work done", although it is a value to other intrinsic work abilities, such as coordination, PR-ing (or networking, sounds more pro)... and of course, multitasking.

Ah! Multi-tasking.. I lay claim to being the Queen of Multitasking.. everyone bow before her royal royalness.. ME! wahahhaah... that one.. ability to multitask comes from being a very flighty person. :) *grin*.. cannot even say it's an ability if I was born with it right? hurhur...

oh, and the fact that I suck at "sarkar-ing" ... and the fact that I suck at saying the right things at the right time. I am too frank and too much of an open book, add in a dash of hot-headedness and natural negativity (hey, I am PMSing you know :P), and voila... recipe for disaster. Nvm lah... I also know it can't all be that wrong, I am just not getting everything right. Forget it.. I will do what I need to do. Heck care what others think.

Ohhmmmm... (hehehe.. I miss this phrase and what do you know, this entire blog was just to lead to this moment, so I can "ohmm" again... since I have not ohmm-ed for such a loong time)... I am at peace!

OHMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..........................