Digging my own grave

damn damn damn... remember I mentioned about that cute vendor that I liked? he was around today... and all my colleagues were poking fun at me... felt so paiseh and embarrassed... want to dig a hole in the ground... SO PAISEH!!!! sheesh.. next time, I shall be smart and keep my comments to myself... all I said was, "eh, that vendor's quite cute"... and "yah yah.. my darling right?" at some comment that my colleagues made, and now, everyone's poking fun at me. my grave shall say "here lies the girl who decided to dig her own grave" in fact, you can say "here lies the stupid girl, who was stupid enough to dig her own grave" nvm.. this will all die down.. all I need is to get past today.