How long has it been?

Been quite a few days since I updated the blog. Hmm... mainly cuz there were a couple of "crisis" at work, which had me running around like a mad dog.. and yah.. essentially, was v busy.

Actually.. the crisis come so fast and furious that I... am starting to feel apathetic towards them. Having said that, I cannot help but feel disheartened.. cuz I always feel like it's my fault. The truth is, there is only that many things I can track and check. So I understand that not all of the errors are my fault. But yet, I feel quite demoralised by all these.

Frankly, I know I will bounce back, and I will be able to put the past behind me, learn the lesson and move on.. but now... now it's still rather painful. It's almost like I feel ashamed to meet people who have entrusted me with the work, and yet, I am not able to ensure good delivery... with good ending.

See how lah.. it's the end of the year.. and soon, a new year will start. AND I WILL MAKE IT A BETTER YEAR! I can feel it already!!