Alamak

Alamak.. I couldn't resist it. I went and submitted my resumes for some "impossible" position, positions that requires 12 years experience etc. But somehow, after having submitted my resumes to some headhunting firms, big companies and these impossible positions, I feel a lot better. I feel like I am finally doing something about my life.

I feel rather sad thinking that I am going to leave some projects dangling after I leave, but still, I guess there's a give and take. I sure hope the processes I have helped to put in place hold firm and help in my successor's job. Aiyah.. I wish I could have "tolerated" and stayed at least 2 years in this portfolio, but as it is, circumstances such as low pay, intolerable boss's boss and "slowness in promotion" are catalysts for my departure.

Then comes the next question, if they offer to try and let me stay, will I accept it... hmm... I'd better not.. wahlamak... zzz.... I hate pondering these issues...