I have been so upset by my boss's boss.. that I have taken to cursing him everyday. In fact, I have sunk to new depths as I have started making really snide and sarcastic remarks. This is really very bad.
I feel so disgusted with myself as I really don't wish to become someone like that. Miserable and upset, always blaming everything on someone. I don't wish to lose focus like that.
Hence, I have been thinking seriously about resigning once I have gotten my bonus. I believe in my ability and I believe that I would do well anywhere. So while I am doing well in current company, I really shouldn't let it hold me back, especially if there is the situation where I find myself becoming a person that I would hate.
Soo.. actually, I don't feel too depressed, although the tone of this blog sounds somewhat depressed.. things are not that bad.. I am not that sad. Quite pissed off.. and sometimes depressed.. but overall, I am still totally fine. :)
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- Past forty and excited about reaching this milestone in life. Should I celebrate with an African Safari or head to the Poles for a dog-drawn sleigh ride? Ups and downs, opinions about life and things in general, my country (my beautiful red dot) and oh yah... Left the rat race and started my own business some time back. Still surviving, still having fun and still learning... What's your life story?
2 comments:
Oh c'here, you! *hugs*
Personally, sometimes bad days just happen, or there are just people you do not get along with, which, unfortunately, sucks if he or she happens to be your superior.
It's going to happen everywhere, but regardless, if it doesn't work out it really doesn't hurt to go than to bring out the nasty side of you.
Personally, me being nasty is part of my own therapy, but it doesn't work for everyone. ;0)
Synco
Hmmm... I can sort of understand what you're trying to say.. but this man is someone that everyone hates. Nvm.. I will control myself better than allow myself to say things like I did yesterday. It was too mean...
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