so what's up?

won myself a dvd player at the recently ended divisional dinner and dance. well, it came at a huge price.. seeing as ... aiyah.. nvm.. v traumatise by the event.

so.. anyway.. since my last "barrage" of sending out resumes to talent agencies and stuff, I have pretty much not done anything. Cuz I have been too tied up with work. Focus is on the dept people... work to be done, throats to be slit, blood to pour down the river until the deed is complete. Oh what fun it is to ride in a one horse open sleigh!

Didn't get that *pat pat*, no worries, neither did I.

I have to add.. the purpose of this blog was to thank my pal, Ms ZXL for treating me to a birthday dinner, complete with white knight in shining armour, or maroon van in this case, sending me home. :) thanks a mill pal! Well, I can't send you home, seeing as I lack the guts to drive.. but I sure can help celebrate your birthday when it comes around later in the year! hehehe... Do you happen to want/need a dvd player???

I am going to fall sick, my nose is perpetually block, my cough is getting worst and I am feeling very tired and stressed. On Wed, I went mad in office and now even my boss is trying to comfort me and even helping me with the gigantic pile of work sitting at my table. Which is really bad, but maybe, just maybe, I do need the help... cuz the workload is.. just... all I can say is, I have only one pair of hands unfortunately.. Arghh... >.<

Keep telling my colleagues that I want to change job.. v bad hor.. so negative.. I shdn't affect them like that, plus it would make me look really stupid when I DON'T change jobs. hahahaa... but frankly, I know what I am doing, I am cutting off my roads slowly, so that when the time comes, I don't turn coward and not want to leave. Maybe that is why I am so stressed too, since I am trying my best to hasten all ongoing projects, so that I can leave in peace.. hmm.. that's an interesting thought... but seeing as existing operational stuff, plus the many new projects coming up comes up to quite a bit.. hmm.... I only have one pair of hands, I have to remember that.