Places to see...

Going for my Japan trip this Sunday. The one country that I have wanted to go, since Uni days. It's been... 10 years. Finally, this Sunday I am going.

And.. it seems like it may be time to move on from my position. I feel quite sad, to be leaving, sad because I know, once I leave, the friendship, the credit for work done, will all be gone. Call me morbid.. but other than that few whom I know KNOWS that I have been doing a pretty good job, the rest would start pointing out errors made, and say, it was good that she left. She wasn't doing that great a job anyway.

Soon, nobody will remember me anymore.. and that is life in a big corporation. Nobody is indispensable. You can be the most popular and best person, but the organization is like a living organism, it will quickly divert resources to fill in your gap, until things are stable again. So, I must tell myself that I have contributed and done my best for the organization in the time that I was there. I leave without regrets. The only regret would be that I am leaving in a middle of a portfolio, but 1) I am no longer young, and 2) This portfolio is not something that is of great value add to my overall experience. Of course, I have to say, I have learnt a lot and am emerging a lot richer from this.

I just regret that staying on another 2 years in this same portfolio is not something I envisage. The company is also not one where I can see myself spending the rest of my career in. Location is also a reason, but of course, that's a weak reason lah.

We will see... it will soon be time to decide... but it is not now. Now, I need my beauty sleep... :)

Japan.. 6 days more...