CNY pt2

so... what about CNY... CNY for me, is a period that is dominated by the following:
1. Eating
2. Gambling
3. Spending time with the family

and really.. all three activities are being "fulfilled" simultaneously... all those pineapple tarts... terribly sinful... but oooohhh so good...hehehehe.

And gambling.. well, i only really gamble during these 15 days. It's amazing.. during these 15 days, I will be terribly addicted and i can spend the whole day gambling. During the process.. which has been taking place for the past.. hmmm 25 years.. assuming that I was too young to do so and I technically start gambling at 6 (since i think by then i can do my addition and subtraction)... every single CNY has been occupied with eating and gambling.

And... And... And... at the risk of making myself sound "suay"... I dun think i have ever won. Oh.. my losses fluctuates from year to year... on a year where overall, if i lose only about 100 odd, it's a good year and my whole family praises me.

In a bad year like this year... well... I am trying to contain it within 500... but overall, i think it's about 600? Terrible ah. I can buy quite a few of the items I had listed below... not to mention angpows have already used up more than 1K... "GIVING" angpow that is...

OKOK.. this year.. i think I shd stop. Mebbe next year will be a better year. But then hor.. still got another 6 days before CNY is technically over. Mebbe I shd go and buy 4D or toto to try and recoup some losses. BWAHAHAHA.. I know I know.. everyone who reads this blog will now be itching to click on the "comments" column to scold me... and that I am an incorrigible gambler..

BUT everybody! Don't worry. I don't like gambling outside of the family... I don't even like going to a casino... so don't worry. Plus, I am a good gambler.. if I lose past the "x" amount that I had set for myself.. I always stop. :) And .. it's really ONLY the 15 days of CNY....

Wah.. super long never post such a long blog liao *pats myself on the back...* great accomplishment.

Also, I think I have given myself a mental break long enough.. after this CNY.. I am going to throw myself into work liao.. no more "I don't feel like this is the right org..." or "I don't know what I am doing" type of mentality.. I am going to give a 110% and even if I fail.. I must not have any regrest... UUSSSHHH!!!!