Damn damn and damn

Damn damn and damn
Pardon me.
I hope no one reads this...
but... gotta blog it out

I think... I am doing a bad job at work... Dun know if others notice the mistakes that I am making. I know, no one is perfect.. but just that... I am sure they expect a certain level of expertise and professionalism from me... And so... I am obliged to meet this level.

But being a naturally flighty and careless person, I tend to neglect certain things... I wish I can be more careful.. oh wait.. I think I have blogged on this before. But.. just that... when things are sent out to clients... you would think that I should have checked, double checked and triple checked.

But the truth is.. I only checked once. Cuz.. no time. Which is not an excuse.

Sometimes, I wonder if I'm being too hard on myself. But I know. I am not. I know what my failings are, and I should focus on "improving" on them. Tsk tsk... Someone shoot me...

If by mistakes, the result is that I create more work for myself, then so be it. But... a lot of things are affected... PM, Designers, my career!! Omigod... Is it PMS? I am getting too morbid. Back to rectification...