i am superficial

I am... very superficial.

I want to buy a lot of things. All wants... not needs... and... the money I earn, and the money I will be earning is not enough.. for my many wants.
I want... so many things...

financial stability is important... to be financially sufficient is very important... but... we're all still young, starting out, there're so many things we want to do, to achieve, but these things takes time. And you wonder... how much time shd you give yourself to attain the goals you set?

I don't want to just be a high salaried worker. I want a source of income besides that... something that flows in every few months, to take care of my wants, to take care of my need for a sizeable bank balance so that i feel secure.

yah... i know.. these are all superficial things.. but pls.. dun talk to me about emotional stability and how the best things in life are free. I agree with that totally. best things in life are free.

but the better things in life, you have to pay for.

I want to have a part time maid, cuz my mum's getting old. and no.. dun say for me to help out with household chores.. which i am already doing... i would rather my mum's totally free from it all.

I want to have all the latest new gadgets. Yes, I am a gadget freak.

I want a room to myself. and to be able to buy all the crap drama serials, sappy romances, fantasy books, comics, animes... all the things that I have always longed to collect...

I want to be able to splurge on clothes and not feel like I am spending beyond my means with EVERY buy.

I want to be able to complete my masters program without feeling like i am pinching every penny and dropping modules because i dun have enough to pay the fees.

I want to buy more treats for my dogs and cats.. and to have larger enclosure for them to run around. not this miserable small home that I have. Although, I am very very glad to already have this hovel...

wahahaha... i think i ought to be shot. sha le wo ba! wahahahaha....

I WANT EVERYTHING!!!!

*as an aside... "I want" sounds ridiculously horny... wahahha.. but that is one thing I don't really want. I don't want or need a man in life.