13 April 2005

Attack of the Red Monster

PMS... again... sorry if you're uncomfortable with this topic...

Sigh.... seebeh sian... when the red monster attacks, my morale drops, I feel weak, I feel lethargic, and I feel damn depressed.

Simple trip to boss's room, amendments to be made, etc. can make me feel damn low morale and down, when it is normal for boss's to change your piece of work. and admittedly, they're legitimate changes. When the red monster attacks, I feel like crying when I come out of her room. Just feel so depressed, as if I am doing everything wrong, but actually, I know that it's not all that bad, maybe I could have done a better job, but nothing life threatening.

BUT... that is the problem of the red monster. It doesn't matter that my brain is thinking logically, it's my emotions that are feeling lousy. I know I have nothing to feel lousy about, but my day just starts out lousy. I must try to perk myself up. Mebbe the 2 primrose oil pills I took this morning will help.

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