"nua-ing"

sigh. *it's a happy sigh, btw*

so happy

reached home at about 630, by the way, in theory, I knock off at 530. so already "OTed" a bit.

I am sitting here, writing a blog. listening to some mp3s. just had dinner and a shower. fed the dogs and cat... they were all following me around the house, even when I am sitting at the living room, they come and sit in front of me, with mournful looking eyes... bish! I always reach home late, so I am not the one who normally feeds them, at least not on weekdays.. how come they still come and find me... shd be my mum, who was just in the other couch. Bish... by the time i stood up to prepare their dinner, i decided to stop watching the korean vcd... halfway... go shower. got a lot of reading to do for class tmr, and for work.

wait ah.. i sense a gastric attack coming up. hahaha.. coming home does not mean less work, it just means, I work in a less stressful environment, where I can lie on my bed to read. Hopefully something gets absorbed.

Long blog? You bet! I am sooo "free" all things considered.

so happy that I can blog on forever. Tonight I promise to sleep early. Today I was so tired at work, that I felt like I was going to die, yes, when I am very tired, it's reflected on my face. When I am very tired, even breathing becomes difficult... and takes a lot out of me. My brain will just stop working. I wonder if it's the case for everyone?

I was telling Becks when I met her for dinner the other day, that I believe that I am a "give all" kinda person. so when I am tired, it strikes me suddenly, then I am incapitated, cannot do anything anymore. Tired means tired. Cannot be helped.

I wonder when I will stop feeling so drained, I am like 4 months into my current job... already quite tired, I think it would help if I was not taking a course, then I can work late, but I have time to rest on less busy days. But now I really plan my days very tightly... on days that I don't go for lessons, I have to stay back and clear work.

Silly consultant just mailed me for more stuff... damn.. sigh... I shdn't have checked my work mail... just stressing myself out for nothing. Pretend that I didn't read it... will respond to it tmr.

I shall luxuriate in this feeling... of being able to rest tonight... welcomed break. good break. tmr thursday... then friday... can I start celebrating Friday already? that and the upcoming PH, long weekend.. YEAH!!!!