Suddenly... I don't feel like working

despite my best intentions, I suddenly don't feel like working... In fact, I had an idea for another crow-nth story. But that one I will write out when I get back or something. I was "fu-yan-ed" just now. I hate being fu-yaned. Tamade... anyway.. bygones. I say that cuz, I will not fu-yan people... and while I hate it when people do that to me, I cannot change them. BUT... wahaha.. what I can do it remember... like the petty bitch I am that they "fu-yan"ed me... I will remember it vindictively. and secretly harbour this hatred and resentment against this person. One day, one day, I will get back at you. you bitch, I don't know how, I don't know when, either that, or karma will get back at you, and you will be "fu-yan"ed by the whole world, and then you will know what that felt like. Speaking of which, I realise that there are many superficial people in this world. To them, being "fu-yan"ed is a good thing. They don't like real people. What they want is to be "fu-yan", they do that, and they want others to do that to them. Like, buying presents for bdays, etc. You buy a present and you mean it. They do it cuz they're supposed to, and you're supposed to buy back, or you're not playing the game, the game I term "Pretend Good Friends". Then behind this person's back, they will go, "Nah, I am not so close to her, she's such a bitch, etc" In front of her, she will be "You're my best friend." Have I ever been on the receiving end of such a person? Hmm.. probably, but maybe I didn't realise it. This view stemmed more from observation of others, and how "superficial" their friendships really are. But damn.. has anyone done that to me, I wonder. Damn. damn. damn. No.. I will not think about this! *trots off in denial*... I will not be "fu-yan"ed!! I absolutely hate it! *shakes head, and walks off, muttering to self about karma, and the 18 levels of hell*...