And the EMO-ing continues...

Have a lunch date coming up, after the dinner date from last night.. all with a bunch of girls.. well, today would be a bit different since Becks is coming with her family of 3 plus hubby.

I do hope it will turn out to be a better day.. whiney as I am and was, I did not have a good time yesterday... I don't undersatnd half the things they were chatting about, aka, love life. And then, I didn't get why a discussion would head towards a certain slant - which I thought was a little spiteful. But being the loser that I was, I went along with it instead of stopping it, so that we can all sound funny and intelligent.

Conclusion, I am not myself these days... wonder when I will snap out of it.

Of course, I also got "poo-ed" at by the bunch of girls at my supposed unhappiness at work, as being not significant enough. Which I knew, but for some reason, the entire evening, I felt stupid and insignificant. I have nothing to add to their witty retorts, they were all super ang-moh pai... maybe that's why.

I think, maybe I will stop hanging out with all of them. And of course, one of them was still angry that I had "fly aeroplane" at the last minute, as she had prepared food for me, when we were all supposed to go to her place. My fault of course. Except, she was not pissed off at another guy who did not appear yesterday night as he had to work, since according to her, it's a legitimate reason. Life if unfair, and I would have gone for the dinner, except, I wasn't up to it. Ah well... life's like that right?

And at my present emotional frame of mind, I think I should stop meeting anyone... I should just come home and sulk if I can, until I get over it...