life as it is now...

it is the 23rd of decemeber.

I have had quite a no. of gatherings.. all of which have been v fun...

ok lah.. so i was a bit harsh that night in my rant against christmas.. BUT... hey.. someone has to take the other side right? speaking of which, after all that hype.. christmas is still not here.

I did nothing today. quite shiok. went to novena square, then ntuc with my mum.. then back. then napped, then watched too much tv... still have a hongkong and a korean drama serial which I have borrowed back waiting for me to watch. and.. i was so tempted by some japanese dramas that I saw while making my rounds around novena square. (wahahaha.. rounds in a square. so corny)

anyway, went singing yesterday.. sai lah... it was a bad voice day. haha.. i blame it on my persistent sore throat and cough... it was really difficult to sing in tune, not to mention the high notes... but it was cheap, and it was fun.. although i have to apologise to my buddies... hehe.. paiseh, hoped i did not spread a lot of germs to you all.

and then, went to meet my sec sch classmates. gift exchange, had steamboat.. and coffee... everytime i meet up with this particular bunch of friends, I am reminded of how young and innocent we were. how much life had to offer us. not that it's that bleak now, but it sure was better previously.

heard of this quote before? "the older I get, the better I was"... keeps getting stuck in my head.

just like one that my sis quoted to me a couple of days back, between stimulus and reaction, there is a space. that space is called choice. we're the choices we make. quite chimmm right? and another quote from hellboy... the character of a man, is not determined by his birth, but by the choices that he makes.

anyway... life as it is now, is coming to an end. a new life... ANOTHER chapter.. seems like not too long ago, I was writing on a new chapter.. and here we go ago. yet another new chapter. I hope it will be thicker this time round.

mebbe I will try and take a bus down, just to measure the time needed to get to work. crap I know, but... 830 report to work leh. I think the first thing I have to do, is to learn to sleep early and wake up early again. which should be soon, since it is 150am in the morning already. if I were working, I would need to wake up at 7am... be out of the house by 730... so.. I have 5 hours of sleep left, pititfully little for an obasan like myself.

which also means, i have to stop spewing crap.... can't wait for new singapore shares to be out. god knows i would welcome ANY influx of cash now. hahaha... alright...

i swear... I am logging off...; seems like, there is really nothing to chat or write about these days.
Have I mentioned that I have been acccused of being too friendly and sociable.... sighh... people are really hard to please these days...